Kaneki x reader [TOKYO GHOUL]

9.

A/N: The next few chapters will be written as diary entries.

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Dear Diary,

It's been a while since I wrote in this thing. In fact, the last time I wrote in it was two years ago when Kaneki left. Needless to say, it's been awhile. And he's still not back yet. Hopefully, one day he will read this diary so he knows what it's like for me to be without him.

It's Painful. My bestfriend had left me. I actually think I love him. And no, not the friendship love. The romantic kind. It was when he left it really hit me. I realized how much I loved him. Not even Hide could give me that kind of feeling.

Oh, yeah, Hide. He's doing.. well, he's doing better? Me and him have drifted apart and without Kaneki we just aren't the same. It's seems as if he isn't coming back.

I'm tired and sick of not having the one person who has been there for me all my life. Whatever he is, a human, a ghoul, or even the in between, he's still the man I love.

And it took me so long to realize it but now that I have, I won't let go of him. I will keep hoping Kaneki will come back. And if he does, I will fight for him to stay. Not for me, not for Hide, but for himself. This town always seemed to make him better. Plus, all of his friends miss him.

Yours Truly,
(Name).