Broken Bones. Broken Soul

"you both look like twins or something"

I've lost track of time by now I was walking around the empty street pretty sure the sun was rising. I was singing Johnny cash - All over again, why am I so torn up about her? I squinted my eyes as I turned a corner the sunlight practically burned my eyes 

"Where the fuck am I?" I looked around not really knowing where I was everything just looked the same I grumbled trying find anything remotely familiar. My eyes locked onto the small shabby little house I relaxed a little seeing something I knew I walked up to the porch now humming the song. I bit my lip fidgeting do I knock or just enter?

I must of been standing for a while because now the sun was shinning in the sky I could hear chatter and shuffling about inside the house hearing laughter I frowned "Sure, miss that" I muttered just as I went to knock the door Darry opened it rushing out knocking me down

"Oh shit, oh Luis isn't it?" He raised an eyebrow looking down at me "Yes." I replied grabbing onto the rail to pull myself up. "What are you doing here? Shouldn't you be at Buck's?" He questioned I shrugged he let out a 'hmm' sound before inviting me in.

"Darry where's my pants?" Soda yelled putting a navy blue cap on that had DX in red on it. Isn't that the gas station I remember Buck telling me about it "Hey, Luis!" He beamed grinning I gave a meek smile back "Pony! Hurry the hell up!" Darry roared causing Soda to jump

"Your pants hanging in closet" Darry told him Soda nodded rushing into his room few seconds later a screech was heard it sounded like a dying cat. "That's him up" Darry muttered yanking me into the kitchen he turned on the cooker and began taking out pans

"Get food out for me will ya?" He asked glancing I nodded opening the fridge grabbing the carton of eggs and bacon "Thanks, kid" He smiled "I told you to not call me kid" I muttered just loud enough for him to here as a very grumpy pony walked in with a cheerful Soda "Take a seat Luis" Darry said.

Once Darry and I set the plates down he began serve the food out "I'm not hungry, thanks" I lied as he came round to my plate "You sure?" Soda asked his hand slowly making his way to what was supposed to be my bacon "Yea I'm-" My stomach cried out for food at that exact moment Darry chuckled swatting Soda's hand away before placing the food onto my plate "Your stomach disagrees" Pony mumbled still half-asleep.

After breakfast everyone got up to finish getting dressed I started washing the plates since I was the only once left in the kitchen it reminded me how things were before ma re-married, also reminds me when I was with her.... Jesus Christ Luis get yourself under control she clearly doesn't want you around or back. But then why tell me about my child then deny me to see or help with it, I shook my head drying the last plate before putting it back in it's correct place

"Thanks" Darry said behind me I smiled looking up at him "You okay? You seem tired" He questioned looking at me closely "Why does everyone ask that..." I frowned looking down feeling deflated "Darry!" Pony yelled standing at the door with his bag "Well talk another time, Ki- Luis" He patted my back roughly before rushing out the house.

Pulling out the chair and slumping down on it hunched over the table "Luis" Soda voice bellowed from somewhere else in the house "Yea?" I replied hearing him walk around trying find where I was, once he saw me he smiled but then the smile slowly disappeared "Looks I'm not gonna lie... We all know about you and that girl" He said quietly pulling up a chair beside me I tensed

"Dallas came the other day and told us what happened and all" He continued I slammed my fist down on the table. How could he? This has nothing to do with them! He had no right "Fucker couldn't keep his mouth shut!" I yelled pounding the table again.

"Luis calm down.. Please? Dallas means well I'm sure of it" He spoke saying the last part mostly to himself I nodded trying calm myself down "Sorry..." I leaned back into the chair it slightly creaked "Wanna talk about it?" He asked softly I sighed not knowing if I did or not "I don't even know what to say.." I scratched the back of my head but instantly flinched when I accidently touched the cut on back of my head

"You okay?" He asked I made a hissing noise but nodded "Yea, accidently touch a cut that's all" I groaned looking at Soda he had amused expression on. "It's weird to think you're Buck's brother. Considering when you look more like Dallas" He snickered standing up I rolled my eyes "No like seriously, you both look like twins or something" He stated I gave him a lazy grin his eyes locked onto the side of my jaw "When did you get this?" He questioned poking the side of my jaw I flinched a little "C 'mere I'll show you" He grabbed my arm yanking me to my feet then dragging me to the bathroom "You've got a massive bruise" He pointed again I tilted my head looking at my reflection in the mirror I had a nasty bruise from when that tattooed freak wacked me with his crowbar, it was a dark purple the area around the bruise was red looked a little bloody.