Demonic Love {Sebastian x Reader}

~Surprises~

~Your P.O.V~

Its been a little less then a week since I killed Claude, no one has been talking to me lately, not even Ki, not even...Sebastian.  I slept alone in the flowers every night hoping to see him on my side again, maybe he's... scared of me. The idea ran in my mind, it frightened myself, knowing I finally got close to someone but all they did was leave.

I went to the garden, knowing Finny wasn't there, it was getting late as I sat there, smelling the beautiful flowers all around me, I never took time to notice but they were all roses, each patch were different colors from white to black. I never took any time to appreciate how the flowers look, just how they smell.

After a few hours I found myself humming while looking at the crest moon that began to shine into the world, I smiled at it, I began to sing aloud a bit moving my hands, making them look like birds in the sky, following the rhythm of the song I made. I slowly began to put my hands down, my eyes closing, I then realized how bored I was, getting a bit tired.

I felt something hold my head up, then my back as they laid my head not their lap, petting my (h/c) curled hair, it was a man, the hands were too big to be a lady's hand, I slowly opened my eyes, first just seeing a blob of black and a touch of white, as my eyesight cleared I could tell it was Sebastian, he smiled looking into my (e/c) eyes.

"Sebastian?" I  said beginning to sit up, I sat criss cross as I rubbed my eyes, I then felt him embrace me, his hands wrapped around me, luckily my arms were down so I wasn't stabbing my own eye, he hugged me, it was very tight, as if he was locked up and couldnt for years.

"Were you alone out here every night?" Sebastian said, he was hurt again, I didnt want him to be so I lied.  

"N-no." I stuttered, shit.

"No need to lie,I knew you were." He said giggling, I blushed dramatically.

"Do you know what today is?" He said, I got out of his grip and looked up at him, I tilted my head in confusion, I sat up straight.

"No idea." I said, making my usual straight face with zero emotion, I looked up at Sebastian, who looked at me in Disappointment.

"Cmon lets go." He said getting up then quickly picking me up, bridal style. He ran to the front, main doors of the manor, he opened it for me as I walked in, I looked at Lizzy, Ciel, all the servants, in a line and Ki with his boyfriend, lined up underneath a sign with black lettering saying "Happy Birthday!".

"My birthday?" I looked around the decorations were all my favorite color, (f/c). I guess it really is my birthday, I never celebrated my birthday, I hated it, it was the day my father told me he hated me, the day I ran away from him forever. I couldnt just sit there and be sad, I put on a fake smile, making everyone else smile as well, one person knew how fake my happiness was, Sebastian.

The entire night, we talked, we ate, we danced and we played games, everyone laughed, even Ciel, I didn't, but I faked it along the way, they worked hard on this, I should return the favor. I laughed a bit too, some were real and some were fake, yet Sebastian was no where to be found, maybe he thought I was some selfish brat?

After awhile the party ended, I now have a lot of presents to open in the morning, I waved Lizzy and my new friend, Paula off. I tucked Ciel into bed after getting him ready, this boy cant do shit like, my god. Whatever, Anyway I later retired outside, in my normal patch, as I was walking there, I kept thinking how I couldn't see Sebastian anywhere around the party, I began to feel a little sad, until I looked to see a light on my usual patch on grass, near the roses. 

I began to speed up as I thought it was a fire of some sort. As soon as I got there I noticed a small candle and a tiny black box, with white roses painted onto there, I looked around to see that no one was there as I sat down on my knees. I grabbed the box and opened it, my eyes widened, my heart skipped a beat as I looked into it.

Love necklace.

Everyone who runs in the Satan family gets one, I guess this is mine, here's the thing, you dont keep it for yourself, you give it to someone you love, and once you give it to them, you love them for eternity, but if they dont love you back, being in the evil family, they get cursed to never find true love. I looked at it to see the small heart on the necklace it was my favorite color, (f/C). A smile appeared on my face, I knew who I wanted to give it to but, does he love me back?

After awhile I layed down, my arms were straight up in front of my face looking at the necklace,  I began to hum, not knowing who was about to sneak attack the shit out of me. My arms fell to my side, as soon as I saw Sebastian who had one arm on each side of the ground next to me. I was trapped in his damn lock, I blushed a bit but then hid it as much as I could, Sebastian smirked.

"I'm sorry I wasn't at your party, I got into some trouble." Sebastian kept smirking as I looked to his shoulder, bleeding. I could tell immediately it was from my fathers sword. I pushed him up, sitting him in the grass and looked at his wound.

"Are you okay?! Where were you, you could've been killed!" I started to worry, Sebastian grabbed my chin, making me face his face as he came closer to me.

"There is no need to worry." He said, he wiped off one of my tears I never thought would come, I never cried, I never smiled, but he made me do those things, I guess I do...Love him. Sebastian then came closer to me before saying.

"I am fine, as long as you are around." He then came even more closer as our lips locked, I felt calm but I also felt like I needed this, Ive been so sad for awhile, I felt so neglected but here is Sebastian doing this for me.

He let go as he smirked, I looked down to his chest, somehow, at sometime, the necklace went onto Sebastian, FUCK. THE NECKLACE KNOWS IT. Sebastian looked down to see the necklace, I blushed hard, making me every shade of pink and red. I almost died of embarrassment. Sebastian had a smile, it didnt rip off of him, it didnt curse him. I looked at the necklace in awe, he then hid it under hi shirt.

"I think I will be keeping this for eternity." He said, smiling at me once the words filled the air, I smiled, I went to Sebastian, hugging him tight. He hugged me back, my head on his shoulder, he looked at me.

"Don't worry, I love you too." He said, I smiled as big as I could, he knew I was smiling, he snickered. 

"I will lay here with you in one condition." I let go of him, I looked into his eyes, he pushed me into his chest, I immediately blushed. Again.

"Sing a song." I heard him say, I was a bit surprised, what demon likes songs, well except me anyway.

"W-why?" I stuttered, I didnt know a good song at that moment so I began to think.

"Just do it." He smirked, letting me go, I looked at the grass, then at him, I closed my eyes and sighed.

"Got a secret. Can you keep it? Swear this one you'll save. Better lock it in your pocket. Taking this one to the grave. If I show you then I know you won't tell what I said. 'Cause two can keep a secret if one of them is dead. (Secret-nightcore) I stopped singing realizing, that was a somewhat evil song, it didnt hurt me that much as it usually did. I opened my eyes, Sebastian  smiled, why did he like my singing so much? I noticed I sang the scary song I knew. Demons are demons.

"As usual, beautiful." He said, I began to lay down. Blushing again. 

"Again, you d-don't sleep so you can go." I began closing my eyes, I heard something go in front of me, he was probably walking away. I opened my eyes, I looked to see I was being pushed towards his chest. My head rested on his chest as he put his chin on my head.

"Now wearing this necklace means eternity, so that means now too." He snickered. 

"Also, you sang for me, now I must re-pay you, adding to that, I dont want to leave you." I looked at him, not moving my head, looking at the corner of my eye. I put my hand onto his chin, I got up a bit and kissed him, I realized how his eyes were huge, he was surprised, I let go and snickered, he was speechless, I lay back down my head back onto his chest. He looked at me, I secretly looked at him in the corner of my eye, he was still a bit shocked, he then smiled at me, he rested his head on my own again, I then realized he was moving his hand searching for something. He stopped when he found what he wanted, my hand. He held it tightly, I blushed a bit as he did, he let out a small laugh. Damn this guy, making me feel like this. I cant believe it though. I really do love him.