Demonic Love {Sebastian x Reader}

Love and hate pt.3

~Your P.O.V~

I woke up, feeling like I was rolling around in bed for about 3 days straight, my back ached and my arms and legs felt as if they were beaten to a pulp. I looked in the room I was in...Only to realize...It wasn't a room. I was sitting in a patch of roses, all different colors and they smelled beautiful. I slowly got up, starting to remember everything. Then...I remembered....The....Butler....I grabbed my mouth with my hands and felt to the soft and nice green grass, I made crying sounds as well to top it all off. I stopped when I heard footsteps coming my way, I looked over to my right, my hands still over my mouth as I saw the butler, Sebastian. 

"I see you are awake." He said, noticing my position. I looked at myself then un-covered my mouth and put my hands on my hips while standing up.

"Why am I here?" I questioned, I felt as if I know this place, the smell seemed familiar, the night sky felt familiar as well, as if it was all something lost, or someone had taken it from me.

"You might feel as if you know this place, you do, you slept here for most of your stay at the manor." He said, I tilted my head, he then sighed and said something I didnt want to hear.

"With me." He added, I cringed then fell to the floor.

"WHYYYYY." I pouted, holding my hair in fists with my hands, he knelt down to me and patted my head.

"You sang for me as well." He also said, I looked up, his hand on my head as I felt my head hurt.

"S..Sing? I...Sing?" I was shocked, I usually didnt sing, only when I was depressed and wanted something sad, thats when I sang, and that was when I was being tortured by father.

"Yes, do you remember any of the songs you sang?" He asked, I looked at the ground, trying to think.

"I sang one about Mary, it is my favorite I usually sing it, I also usually sing come little children...But I dont remember singing it to anyone here..." I tried to focus, I was forgetting something important, a song...I am forgetting a song...

"You sang one especially for me, which I was surprised about." He said, letting go of my head as he still was kneeling down. I tilted my head...Sing a sing for him? Why would I...To a damn demon?

"I wouldn't sing to you..I am cold hearted and dont care about others why would I do that?" I said, I knew what I was, mean and cruel. I am the offspring of course I am so I do not give a shit about others. Sebastian looked at me in shock, what? He looked like he could cry, yet again, he couldnt. I tilted my head even further as he snickered a bit.

"You know why...?" He questioned turning to me, his eyes weren't as wide anymore, actually he was smiling a bit, I nodded my head, motioning him to continue.

"Because you 'love me.'." He finished, my eyes widened, love? I dont love. I felt my legs ache as I finally sat down on the grass instead of kneeling. I looked at the ground.

"Love...?" I whispered, my head shot up as I pulled a chain from his neck.

"The...Love necklace..." I whispered again...It was glowing, which meant I did love him...and he loves me? But...why? Why...me.

"Why...?" I asked, I knew what he meant, with that damn necklace he can practically read me like a damn book.

"Because, I do, and you do but you have to remember. Your father was planning this, but you need to overcome it, you are stronger than him I know you are." He said, he was still kneeling down but he began to pat my head again, I felt calm when he touched me, even grabbing my hand I felt calm. I did....love...that guy...But why would I? I knew the consequences so why did I?  

"My father is too strong..." He paused my sentence.

"You told me before you need human blood and the symbol on your eye, I promised you the blood and I did, you also stated that if I kill anyone you would kill me...So do not worry, I have gotten the blood with no one killed." When he finished I chuckled a bit...So that was how I acted around him? I was probably nice wasn't I? I was probably all sweet and did not care about anything else, so that was me, I was that, and I need to be that again.

"That is true...But that is to kill my father, he has my memory...Wait.." I thought about it for a second then burst out laughing. Sebastian stared at me and was probably thinking about taking me to an asylum, I was that insane after all. I got up, still laughing.

"I can get my memory back, easy peasy, I am so stupid." I finally let out with my laughter, I wiped a tear off my face as I faced him.

"I cant do it now...Since I dont believe I lost my memory..." I said, almost as if a whisper, as if ashamed that I still didnt believe it. He sighed for what seemed to be the 8th time today. 

"And why is that?" He questioned, looking back at me again, he seemed almost annoyed, but he also seemed worried a bit, like he was afraid that he might never...see me again.

"Because, not remembering it...It feels like you are all lying...trying to play me as if I am a board game." I explained, looking at the ground, seeing my fingers dance around a large leaf as I made it into a crown. I snickered a bit as I motioned my hand to make him put his hand in mine. He tilted his head but did so. I looked around as I realized I made a giant leaf crown, the leaves were red, making it like truly beautiful. I placed it gently on his hand, not knowing why I did, only knowing that I wanted to...As I placed it on his hand I felt a smile appear on my face. (This is some cheesy shit but I am tired as fuq so I dont even care anymore.) 

He looked at me in surprise, I guess I never did this, I usually did this with my sister and my brother. I started to remember a lot of things...My memories of my brother and sister always by my side...until I was tortured. I snickered a bit as I came back to reality. His hand was still in mine, holding the leaf crown I had made just a few minutes before. After my snickering, a smile was left onto my face as I stared at the crown. I looked back up as my smile widened.

"Sorry, I am guessing I have never done this, which I am surprised about...I used to do this a lot though." I said, laughing a bit at  the end of my sentence. He was still holding the crown in shock, not knowing what to do with it.

"If you dont want it, you can giv-" I was stopped by something which shocked me the most. He kissed me, the crown in his other hand. I just sat there, in complete fucking shock. When he finally let go, I felt myself blush, backing away a bit.

"WHAT THE HELL?!" I yelled, my hands over my mouth.

"Thats what you did." He said, I tilted my head in confusion, not understanding.

"That is what you did when I kissed you. Before you lost your memory at least." He said, pointing at me. I looked at myself, then quickly adjusting myself as well. 

"I..Did?" I questioned, my face inching towards his, desperate to know the answer. I looked to my right, seeing the crown still lying on his hand. I grabbed it but he quickly grabbed my wrist.

"I am not taking it away, unless you want me to." I said, grabbing the crown and putting it between our faces.  He nodded his head, resembling 'no'. I nodded my head as I put it on him, standing up.

"Well, as you are now some kind of king, I must prepare to get my memory back, if you are not all lying." I said stretching as I began to walk away. Before I could take a step, an arm snaked around my waist.

"COME ON! Seriously, do you stop?" I glanced over to see Sebastian, the crown sliding a bit on the right side of his head. I tried escaping but his grip kept tightening.

"Once you get your memory, I bet you will cry." He said jokingly. I rolled my eyes, finally escaping the tight ass grip, like... my god not even the offspring can let go of his death defying grip.

"Oh, your sister is coming tomorrow, she can lead us straight to your father." He added I turned around vigorously.

"WHAT?!" I yelled, beginning to think a bit more...I swear if she brings...

"Brother..." I whispered walking away.

A/n- Damn, now I have to make a part 4, since I am too lazy to just fit it all in one. XD. Anyway baiiii!