~Your P.O.V~
I helped Ciel yet again go up the TWO STEPS that lead into the carriage, I then climbed in Sebastian following behind me. The carriage started to move as Sebastian sat down next to me, Ciel looking straight into my eyes.
"Well, explain." Ciel said, I gulped trying to remember what happened.
"W-well," I paused, all the horrific flashbacks came back to me. "Like Ive said, my father killed my mother, hating me and her for being human, my father couldnt go to the human world, but he could control some humans if he wanted to, so he did, making a group of them, he named them 'the sinners'. I was the first innocent person, I saw other kids there too, my fathers evilness ran through him, so he grabbed other children. At first, he tried to make me fully demon as I was strapped to a chair watching little kids die brutally, hearing their screams in the small room I was in." I paused again, remembering all of it, it was horrifying seeing all of them die, the screams echoing in the room. "It didnt work on me, I cried instead pleading for them to stop, my father got even more angry, so he did what he did to the kids to me, the worst part is demons can feel pain, but they cant die, I was mostly demon so I didnt die luckily. But all the other kids did, I felt terrible, I began to hate everyone, my father began to be happy that I fought back, I didnt want him to be happy so I ran off, ran into the dark shadows of the human world." I finished off my long story, Ciel's eye was huge, he was shocked, again it was like himself, if I was human, I would of had a better soul then him.
"So is your father still controlling them?" Ciel said, he almost stuttered, he had a bit of fear in him, I turned a bit to see Sebastian in the corner of my eye, he looked saddened, as if he just say someone he loved die.
"No, those nasty humans are doing it themselves." I looked down, I hated the memories, I pushed them far back, but now I remember, I remember it all.
~Time skip to the manor~
As soon as Ciel went inside, I went to the patch of grass, I stood there smelling the flowers at first, then laid down and closed my eyes, feeling the breeze, I felt my face, it was wet, I went to feel my face, my eyes still closed. I then put my hand on someone else's, I opened my eyes immediately to see Sebastian's hand in mine, I blushed again, sitting straight up. His hand was on my face wiping from what I now know was tears. I let go of his hand, but he quickly grabbed it I looked up to see the hurt in his eyes..
"I didnt want to see you cry." Sebastian said, my eyes grew huge, a demon, can feel this hurt? I looked at the necklace, he can now feel emotions because of that huh? I looked back up but I was immediately pushed into Sebastian's chest, his hand held my head while his other hand was wrapped around my waist, I blushed again.
"I-I wasn't crying." I lied, Sebastian let a bit of a chuckle.
"Whatever you say tuff stuff." I chuckled by the nickname he called me, he looked down at me, I looked up at him, we both smiled. He then pushed my face closer to me, our lips locked, I kissed back, I was so happy, he always made me happy, what am I talking about?
He let go and looked at me, I blushed the slightest bit, I started to get used to this honestly, he then pushed me back onto his chest, his hands moved under my legs and one of his hands on my back, he stood up and looked at the manor. He walked over to the main doors.
"You know, I can walk." I said, I was being treated like a baby.
"I know, but I wanted to hold you." He said smirking, I blushed but I also chuckled a bit, he then reached the main doors and put me down.
"Lizzy will be coming over today." He said, I let a bit of a laugh out and rolled my eyes, she can be such a nuisance. As sebastian was opening the door, I looked to see blonde hair zooming into the doors, Lizzie.
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Demonic Love {Sebastian x Reader}
FanfictionHey! Just to let ya know, I do NOT own black butler in anyway, anyways! Please enjoy this, I'm working on it as hard as I can XD