Demonic Love {Sebastian x Reader}

Love and Hate.

~Your P.O.V~

I was glad Sebastian couldnt hear what me and Ciel had discussed just now. If he did, I am a 100% sure he would try to kill my father, without me knowing. Thats what mostly pisses me off, he does things without even saying a peep sometimes. I sighed as I was holding Ciel yet again, running back to the manor since we were done talking. As we got there, I could hear someone breathing heavily, and once I opened those doors, BAM Sebastian was there, huffing and puffing as if he was the big bad wolf. I put Ciel down as he grabbed a glass of water from the servants, and then poured it onto Sebastian.(Cmon Ciel would totally do this, I mean its Ciel.) I, of course, burst out laughing as Ciel had a devious smirk plastered onto his face. He went to his study as I grabbed a cloth and gave it Sebastian, no words were spoken, we just stared at each other awkwardly. 

I began to walk away, not wanting to talk since I didn't want to start any trouble. Before I left the room I gave a fake smile, hoping he would think I am okay and don't need his help for anything. I walked to the kitchen, it was so quiet, it made me think of my nightmare I had with my father. I started to walk faster, wanting to hear noises, something to know that my father wasn't here. I felt something around my waist, I made my hand into a fist, reaching it to someones face, but I was immediately stopped by someones hand, I turned around. Sebastian had a smirk on his face, looking right down at me. 

"Let go." I said, a bit too serious at the time. Sebastian made a 'hmph' sound then held on even tighter.

"I dont want to." He said back, laughing a bit after his sentence. I rolled my eyes at his answer, I then gave up until I heard a voice, and everything went black.

"SERIOUSLY?! WHAT THE HELL! I AM TRYING TO JUST BE NORMAL RIGHT NOW." I said, my eyebrows twitching a bit in anger,

"You know, I have an idea." I heard a voice say, I stood in darkness, but the voice was as loud as ever, as if it was behind me. And it was. When I turned around I saw me, my father again.

"And what might that be?" I asked, crossing my arms together.

"If Sebastian doesn't marry into the family business, like killing and such, I will erase your memories of him, and not only him, everyone at this damn manor. Now that would be amazing wouldn't it?" The other me said, laughing evilly after the sentence. I balled my hands into fists as I made a 'tch' sound. The other me grabbed my chin so I faced her right in the face.

"Y'know if you just come back home, no harm will be do-" I stopped, punching my other self.

"No! I won't...allow it...I will do whatever it takes to stay damn it, and you...CANT DO ANYTHING!" I felt my eyes glow as I saw my other self rip in half, luckily it just turned to ash and no blood was on me.

"Who do you fear..?" A voice said, echoing in the lonely darkness abyss.

"You fear your-" 

"I fear nothing damn it...Nothing you know about anyway." an evil grin filled my face as I saw my father approach me.

"Because when you are dead you cant hear anything can you?" I said, feeling my eyes glow once more as my view was now to the hallway I was in, I turned to Sebastian's smirking face. I escaped his grip as I gave him a grin.

"I am sorry for avoiding you, a lot has been on my mind." I said as I walked up to him, giving him a hug, I was a bit scared, can I even kill my father? If I do, he comes back to life in about I dont know, 100 years and then BAM reincarnation happens and he is back, but weaker then before. You see, when you kill Satan, since he cant die, he gets reincarnated, after 100 years he takes back his 'throne' but he is weaker, the more times he has been reincarnated, the more weaker he gets. Interesting right?

"You know, you have to tell me everything." I heard Sebastian say, making me leave my thought and coming back to reality. My smile vanished as I looked up at him, sitting on the ground near a wall.

"Fine, but promise to not do anything, if you do, you will mess everything up, and I dont want to control you in anyway since it causes pain." I said, looking at him as he nodded in agreement, and then kneeled down next to me.

~Time skip cause like I am not gonna re-type all this shit and I'm lazy :3~

"How can you kill him?" Sebastian asked after I finished my entire fricken explanation, I looked at the ground, and stared at my shoes.

"Demon sword, or a somewhat spell." I muttered, looking back at him, a smile on my face.

"Spell? Witches aren't real." He said, joking a bit, I rolled my eyes and then faced myself towards him, since I was in a hurtful pose.

"You know how I can control you if wanted? That is like a spell, so if I use a 'spell' on him, it might even work." I answered, he gave me a doubtful look at first then a questioning look.

"There is more to it isnt there?" He said, I made a 'hmph' sound.

"Damn, yes, well...For this I need to have a certain area with my demonic contract symbol, and when I have just a bit of human blood it will then work." I answered yet again, the easy part was drawing the symbol, since mine wasn't as complicated, human blood is the hard part, I just need a few drops, but I dont want to hurt humans...on purpose. 

"Human blood? That will be pretty difficult, but if needed, I can provide that if needed." After he said that I shot up, I looked down at him, giving him a glare.

"How..?" I asked, almost as if I was threatening him. His eyes were wide as he stood up, yet again towering above me. His eyes adjusted to his regular look, a smile spreader onto his face. Out of no where, he gave me a hug, but he felt as if sad, and worried about something.

"Relax...I will find the blood, I won't kill, plus we only need a few drops." Sebastian answered, I nodded as my own answer as I got up, I started to walk away, leaving until I got to the room Sebastian and I shared, as I got there everything went black, luckily I was sitting down by a nearby desk so I didnt fall to the floor.

"Why do you do this at the worst times? Seriously, can you just stop this nonsense?" I said, turning around to reveal, yet again, the other me.

"Say goodbye to your memories." I heard me say. My eyes widened as I said my last words before he cleared it all. All the memories I had with the people at the manor, luckily I had the power to at least remember something, that will help.

"I am much more powerful, just you wait." I said with a smirk, until everything went black again, and the last thing I heard was my fathers evil laughter.

"Asshole."