Demonic Love {Sebastian x Reader}

Circus:Part 4

~Time Skip~

As me and Snake practiced I could feel Sebastian's presence, though he was still in his tent. Will won't let him out without Ciel anyhow, anyway our performance was kind of simple. As snake went out, usually people knew him straight away, but he will actually have a shirt on, and no snakes. While everyone else looks at him I will appear and as each of us are side to side, the snakes will do as our arms say, we will move them from side to side as snakes form into two giant snakes, going to everyone, and making hissing noises, then the lights will slowly turn off as the snakes start glowing from paint we put on them.

So basically, that's the routine, it is pretty hard for the snakes I must admit, but we have to do our best, I want to look good in front of everyone also. Me and snake started walking back to our tent, we had been practicing for hours, thankfully, demons don't necessarily need sleep, even if they are part human. During our presentation, Wilde has also taken a liking to me, so now Wilde was now on my left shoulder, Oscar on my right. I saw Snake look at me in shock, I gave him a smile, he then turned around and kept walking, I shrugged it off, I just wanted to leave already.

~Time Skip~

In the morning, I looked to see Snake was also waking up at the same time, I quickly put on my eyepatch, Snake climbed down to the floor.

"What happened to your eye anyway?" He asked, oh right, I didn't tell him yet, I sighed and looked at him.

"My father was abusive." I answered, luckily I put my eyepatch on quick, so he didn't see the symbol. I started painting on my face as I felt someone hug me, I quickly looked to see Snake, he then let go slowly.

"Sorry for asking." He said as he walked out of the tent, leaving me there in complete shock, not even Oscar or Wilde stayed with me. I adjusted myself as I looked to see that someone was behind me, I turned around to see joker.

"Hello joker." I said as I finished the paint to look at joker, he had a smile on his face, but one hell of a devious smile. I squinted my eyes to see him come closer.

"Sorry to bother ye," he paused stopping by me "But you seemed so interesting that I had to see ye." I heard how suspicious he was saying that, I started walking away as he grabbed my waist and pulled me so that my back was on him, my face turned to face him, in anger.

"There is no need to be angry, a cute girl like ye'self is too beautiful not to touch." As he said that I gave him the 'Are you stupid' look, I them turned to look at myself, his arm wrapped around me, I could so just get out of his grip, but a normal girl would just stay here right? As I sighed he pulled me closer to him, I let out a few 'tch's. I honestly couldn't take it, I remember how ruthless I am to people, that I only love one person.

Sebastian.

I looked up at joker, this stupid mortal, I smirked, he thinks he can do what he likes? I began to laugh, joker tilted his head, I hit his stomach, making him loosen his grip and then I flipped out of his grip, he looked at me in shock, I smirked.

"Honestly, at this moment I have a significant oth-" I stopped as joker started talking.

"Cmon, ye got no one ye love." He said, I smirked as I slowly started to laugh, fixing my eyepatch.

"Actually, I do love someone." I said as I smirked.

"And who is this?" He said, I began to smirk as his words filled the air, he was as well smirking, thinking he was right. I put my finger to my lips as I tilted my head a bit.

"Shhhh...." I said as I lowered my hand and left the tent, joker went the opposite way. I sighed in relief as I turned the corner, bumping into somebody. I looked up to see Sebastian his face filled with jealousy. I nervously laughed as I tried to walk away, but Sebastian grabbed onto my dress.

"What happened?" He asked, his eyes glowing, I nervously laughed again as I tried to get out of his jealous ass grip.

"Well, ya know...." I stopped, I already knew that he knew, the necklace tells all anyway, I looked up to him, he began to smirk as I was about to cry.

"At least you finally said you loved me, though you've never said it yourself in front of me." He said, leaning closer to my face, I blushed massively as I ran out of his grip, going five feet away from him.

"S-s-shut up!" I said, I hid my face with my hands as I heard a chuckle come out of him, I'm part human, I can blush, I can cry, I can sleep, so how come he wants me to say it? How come he loves me. My hands lowered as I stared at the ground, saddness ran though me as I thought of everything horrible, was he using me? Does he truly hate me? A tear almost ran down my face, but when I looked up, Sebastian's eyes were wide, I didn't know what the hell he was looking at. Until it hit me. He just heard my negative thoughts. I began to turn around and walk away, but Sebastian ran behind me and hugged me from behind, I could feel his own sadness, and how he was so hurt.

"I don't fake my love, I truly mean it," he paused and began to whisper "I love you." My face grew massively red as he chuckled. "Now you say it." He added, I turned around to notice how he automatically kissed me, I pulled away, my hands over my mouth.

"Say it." He said, putting his hands behind his back.

"I...you...." I said, my mouth still being covered with my hands as I said it lightly, Sebastian pulled away my hands and looked at me.

"Say it." He said once again.

"Love ya." I said in a shortened version, somehow it made me feel much better then saying the entire 3 words.

"I guess it works." He said, I smirked, Sebastian kissed my cheek as he walked away, my smirk dropped as I blushed hard. Damn him.

As I went to the main tent, people were filling in, Sebastian and Will were the last performance, but me and snake went before them, after this we are leaving, Ciel found what he needed, and along with that he has asthma somehow now. Doing this has been too hard anyway, practicing, people watching me so Ciel and Sebastian could look through stuff, it seriously is a pain in the ass. Immediately when I went into the tent, I looked for snake, the show had already started, so we had to get ready, joker also approved our new performance so it shall be fun. I found snake backstage watching his fellow friends do their acts, I put my hand on his shoulder, he turned around as I let out a smile and put my hand down.

"We are next." He said, I felt myself get very nervous, but I just had to get it over with, I couldn't stand it, snake was the only thing keeping me sane here.

"Now we have snake and our new comer Stripes!" Joker said, the lights darkened as Snake went out, everyone was a bit confused, but then I began to show up, snakes following me, and I'm pretty sure you know the rest. As we finished I looked to see the rest of the group, mouths dropped and their eyes widened, I looked to see Sebastian, his mouth was hung open, but then he slowly started to smirk. I tilted my head as I started to walk over to him. As I was turning the corner so nobody could see me, I bumped into someone. 

"I'm so-" I was stopped as I was looking up, Sebastian. My eyes widened as Sebastian was kissing me. I pushed back immediatly as he smirked.

"WHAT  THE HELL." I yelled out as I covered my mouth with my hands. He began to snicker as I gave him a death stare, when really underneath my hands, I was also blushing. I turned around and grabbed Ciel's arm, he knew we were leaving anyway.

"Hurry up slowpoke." I said, letting go of Ciel's arm. I turned around to see the rest of the circus members, Joker, Beast, Dagger, Jumbo...Snake. I felt bad that me and snake would never see each other again, he was a good friend and actually hugged me. I looked back at joker, he is the main reason why I'm glad I have to leave. Goodbye.