What a Dookie...

Well don't get lonely now and dry your whining eyes

The next morning i woke up in a double bed. White sheets and pillows and bright sun light was falling right in my eyes. A figure was sitting on the bed and moved till my side. It took me some seconds to recognize Adie who was smiling at me in a kind of "im trying to calm you down even that i know you have no idea where are you and why" way.

After some seconds my mind started working again. I was in her bedroom. Well not the one i first took her to. Billie decided that they had to share a room or something. As well as a bed. The only double bed in the house in fact. It would take me a little much of 3 months to rise money to buy a bed like this but they "needed" one like billie insisted.

I shook my head to bring myself back to reality.
- How are you , Vic? , Adie asked in a sort of worried tone.
- I don't know..why am i on your bed?
- Billie found you sleeping by Tré 's door early this morning and he brought you here as our room is closer than yours and..
- Thanks for that..
- No need. You seemed tired and your eyes were whining..
- Yeah.. , i cleaned my throat.

That moment billie entered in the room and looked at us.
- Are you okay , Vic? I worried about you and..
- I am fine. , i cut him fastly. They both looked at me. I felt bad. They let me sleep on their bed cause i was a mess and i was being rude. I took a deep breath.
- I'm sorry for that, i better go back to my room before Mike find out..
- He already knows you're here. , billie said and closed the window.
- oh..
- and now i want to know why you were lying there earlier. , he sat on the bed too. That started getting awkward.
- I... well.. , my voice went off. What would i say actually? "oh well i heard a noise , found tré fighting with his girlfriend , he's having a baby and oh yes i cried my guts out cause there's a slight chance of me being in love with him"? No i couldn't say that due to two reasons. First off , i still got some traces of an ego to admit i have a crush on tré and then maybe tré didn't want to talk about this yet. Cries or not i was still his friend for a while. By saying it to me meant that he kind of trusts me or i was such a drama queen earlier that he had no choice.
- So? , billie insisted.
- I had a call.
- From whom?
- from my boyfriend.. , i sighed. "Oh my god , im such a liar!" i cried in my head.
- Oh.. , billie looked down. i guess he kind of felt awkward too. We were friends ,really close ones, we even shared a cell in the past, but i never actually talked seriously about guys with billie. He was like my brother and believe me i would not talk about guys with Mike. Billie used to tell me loads of stuff about his personal life but after the last time he got hurt he didn't actually open to no one.

Now, let me tell you about the boyfriend part. I actually had a boyfriend as i have mentioned before. He was not in Oakland though. Long story sort, our relationship was kind of "we text everyday but see each other once a month or so". Romantic? I know. He hadn't texted me a couple of days though so it was weird. I guess he found a girl that lives closer to him and moreover does not make out with her brothers bandmates.

-I am sorry. , Billie exited the room in a hurry. Adie turned at me.
- I hope everything is okay with you two.. , she said calm.
I nodded. I really felt guilty. Lying to my friends? Whats next?