What a Dookie...

Accidents will happen but this time i i can't get up

It must be around 4 am when i heard some loud noise. It was like something fell and crushed on the floor or something. i sat on my bed and looked around. Everything was in its place and mike was sleeping in his bed.

I put on some jacket and opened the bedroom door slowly. Not a soul in the hall. i kept walking till i reached the living room. The drum kit was empty so it wasn't tré pulling some prank. I sat on the arm chair and put my legs on it too. I was pretty tired to be honest but i had the right yknow! We had been planing Billies wedding one or two weeks now and an upcoming tour as well. But now that i can think much clearer i was exhausted so i rested my eyes for a little. Not a long though cause i heard voices. A man and a woman. They seemed upset. I opened my eyes and went till the window to see what was happening. And there they were. I couldnt believe my eyes.

I made a fast move and switched off the light and got back on the armchair quick enough till the door opened. He made few steps and his eyes fell on me. He became speechless and less upset. " Whats going on, tré ?" i asked worried as his face turned to the floor. I became blue. Well i am not sure but from the look in his eyes when he turned at me i must looked like mad even if i had not even hear what was up.

-Hey Vic.. , he finally said. what are you doing up so early?

i barely knew what to answer.

- tré , why were you fighting with your girlfriend..? , i asked while shaking a little. i felt guilty. did he tell her about the kiss? was it so serious? but what am i even thinking? of course its serious! its like cheating! these thoughts were screaming in my head. i was just starring at him though,shaking a little but waiting for an answer.

he looked at me again.

- You... you wont believe it but.. its too early we will talk later , Vic, im tired and... , i cut him.

- Im asking you now.

- But..

- Please if you care at least a little about me! , i said maybe louder than i should have. He closed his fists tighter and took a breath.

- Don't turn everything into your problem , Vic. he sighed.

I started shaking more, with anger. What was that supposed to mean?

- if you dont want to tell me you dont have to be a dick.. , i said between my teeth.

- Its not that just...just i havent figured how to tell myself yet. he said and got in the hall. I jumped up and followed him fast but quietly cause maybe i was upset at this point but billie,adrienne and mike didnt have to wake up with that way.

He reached the door of his bedroom and got in. I stood by the door while holding it.

- Tré , is it serious?

- oh yes it is.

- What is it? Im.. im sorry.. , i almost cried while thinking for a thousand time what could have happened cause of me.

- Its not about you seriously.

- Then tell me , please!

- I just.. , he cracked , i am gonna have a baby. , Tré closed the door without hurting my fingers. Well what i felt in me right now was more painful than fingers slightly caught by a stupid door. I felt my hands wet. Cold sweat all over me. I sat down to take a moment. That was way too much.

(heh a little something for u guys. im sorry i didnt upload for so long! id update again soon! -nick xo)