Outlaws

FIFTEEN

"That's the same with me. I don't get pissed off easily either, yet you made it happen on the first day" I said truthfully.

"I got a question?" Changkyun said.

"What is it?" I asked him.

"First day of school. I saw you cut yourself by accident but I saw the other scars on your arms. Care to share the reason of all of them?" He asked me.

"It's not a topic that I should be talking about with you" I said.

"It's fine. I kind of figured you wouldn't say nothing since we aren't friends" He said and looked up at the sky.

"I'll tell you one thing but that's it. Don't go babbling about it to anyone else because I will kill you" I said.

"Not my intention on going around campus and yelling stupid shit" He said.

"It has to do about something drastic that happened in my life and it made me do this" I replied.

"It's not like your parents are dead" He said and I curled in a ball.

"I... I'm sorry if I said something wrong" Changkyun said.

"Both my parents are dead. My step father abuses me and the only love I ever got since the death of my mother was from my Outlaw family and Hyo Rin. I've said enough. I don't think I should be talking to you about all this" I said as I got up to get ready to leave.

"I killed my father. I regret it now thinking about it" He said and I froze.

"Why did you kill him?" I asked him.

"He was going to kill my mother so I took things in my own hands and did it. But my mother didn't survive the shock and died not long after" He said and lowered his head.

"It's not your fault. I'm not saying it was a good solution but I did kill people too. You tried to save your mother from death so for that, I think it was a heroic act of you" I said and patted his head. I noticed what I did and back away quickly.

"Sorry... I didn't mean to do that" I said almost in a shouting voice.

"It's fine" he said holding my hand. That was the first time I felt my heart skip a beat but didn't know what was the meaning.

"I'll get going since it's almost 7 am. I'll see you tomorrow" I said and got out of his grasp.

"Let's pretend that we never talked about this aright?" I said.

"Yeah. Good idea" He said and I left.

I was walking and saw someone on the other side looking at me but didn't pay more attention and left.

*Changkyun's pov*

Rin left and I was in shock at what I did. Did I just hold her hand? I can't believe I just told her everything about me that only Baekhyun knows. I hit my head to try and clear my thoughts and leave to go inside into Baekhyun and I's room. When I get inside, I see Baekhyun looking at me with a smirk.

"Did I just see you with Rin?" He asked still smirking.

"If you don't want to get your fingers chopped off, I'd consider you to shut up" I said coldly.

"Changkyun calm down I was just asking" He said.

"I don't know myself what I was doing" I said and layed down in bed.

"Something happened?" He asked me.

"I seriously don't know. I think I opened up to someone I don't even like" I said and turned to face him.

"You didn't tell about your parents did you?" He asked me.

"I did. Like I said I don't know what came up with me. Maybe that liquor she drank was so strong I got dizzy" I try to think.

"Can you at least trust her with not saying anything?" Baekhyun asked me.

"Surprisingly, this time I actually trust someone with that much information" I said.

Eventually, I fell asleep around 8 in the morning and that was it.

*Chaerin's pov*

Hyo Rin was already asleep when I got back. I went to the bathroom to shower and brush my teeth. I kept remembering what happened this morning but I brushed it off with thinking about what I would do later on today. As I finished, I hopped in bed and went to sleep.

~Time skip to the afternoon~

"Chaerin. Wake up. It's 4 in the afternoon" Hyo Rin said.

"Give me five more minutes okay" I said and drifted off to sleep.

"Chaerin wake up. Jodan is here" Hyo Rin said again and I got up.

"What is he doing here?" I asked confused.

"We are going to the coffee shop to have supper. Remember?" She said with a hint as if it was obvious.

"I don't remember talking about this last night. Alright give me five minutes and I will be ready" I replied and left to the bathroom to change.

I walk out and go meet up with Jodan and Hyo Rin. We arrive there and a couple of the gang members were there waiting for us. We order our food and eat peacefully. I can't help but think about what happened this morning and it worries me. I probably shouldn't have said nothing to that idiot. I look over and see Hyo Rin looking at me with a signal of 'meet me in the bathroom now' in her face. I get up and excuse myself to leave to the bathroom. Not long after the door opens and Hyo Rin walks up to me.

"Something happened last night am I right?" She said.

"I was probably drunk" I said.

"You said you weren't Chaerin and I know how well you handol your liquor. Now tell me" She says and crosses her arms.

"Alright, Alright... I guess I have no choice" I said and started telling her everything that happened last night after I left her to go home alone.