Me, Myself and Him (a gravity falls fanfiction)

The Nightmare

"Mabel! Do you want me to be a sock Puppet forever?"

"Mabel! So I found this in the woods and you're never gonna believe it! It's this journal!"

"Mabel, do you believe in Ghosts?"

"Are you thinking what I'm thinking?"

"It's a pawn, that's not your colour - and quit stealing the tiny horses!"

"Mystery twins!"

"Awkward sibling hug?" Dipper asked me.

I blinked and looked around. We were on the porch of the mystery shack in front of the house. I looked down at the leaf blower that was in my hand. The huge Gnome monster was behind Dipper. Getting ready to swipe.

"Dipper look out!" I yelled, I pushed him to the ground. This wasn't how it had gone. It was a dream.

I swung the leaf blower and it knocked the gnomes down like bowling pins.

"Wow! Thanks Mabel. I know I can always count on you to save me. Right?" Dipper asked.

"Duh. Of course Broseph." I said, holding out a hand to help him up.

"So then why didn't you?"

I blinked. And we were in the circle. Blue flames flapped at my brother's body, and as I watched him dissolve before my eyes he spoke. "Why did you let me die, Mabel? You were right there. I needed you. I was counting on you to save me."

"Dipper please! I didn't! I didn't! I swear I wanted to save you! But Grunkle Ford-"

"That was the second time you chose someone else over me. And I was the one who paid for it."

"Dipper! Dipper!" I kept trying to reach out to him. To his outstretched arm.

"Please! Give me another chance! I'll do it all differently! I'll save you this time!"

"You'll never save me. Because you'll always make the same mistakes." The flames burned by brother alive. His chest. His neck. His face. With his eyes watching me. Accusing me.

All your fault.

"No! Please!" I managed to grab his hand. But the flames were moving rapidly. As I caught the hand it dissolved. But now the flames were on me. I screamed as the blue fire spread over my body in seconds. I felt pain like nothing else and a voice whispered in my ear: "this is the pain I felt."

And then nothing. It was empty. I stood with nothingness surrounding me. I kneeled down and began to cry. I cried for the pain I felt from the fire. I cried from the pain I felt in my heart. I cried for the loneliness I felt. I cried for my brother. I cried for me.

"Do you still want him back?" Came a voice.

And then I was awake.