Warning!!
Mention of depression, stressed out, and attempts of self harm(well sort of, it's not detailed just metaphorically..) and many more so beware!!
If your uncomfortable with it, please skip this chapter. Thank you!! (^0^)/
And for those to read this, please enjoy~~
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Since I was born,
Since I was brought here,
This world God had grown,
From his love to us whom he holds dear.
I've questioned a lot of things,
Either it's big or small,
I asked alot about everything,
It concerns me to know all.
Is it bad to question something,
Especially if you start questioning yourself,
When you start questioning everything,
Cause sometimes I thought- "Am I a burden?" --to myself.
Why are people so curious?
Why can't they just agree?
Why are they being cautious?
Why do I even ask if no one answers me?
What's wrong with me?
What has the world turned into?
Why is it so cold to me?
Tell me why, how, what can I do?
Even with a voice,
I can't be able to speak,
I can never make a noise,
I'm just too weak.
If I vent out all of my feelings,
Will it be okay?
If I chose to disappear from existence,
Is it okay?
I feel like a failure,
I feel worthless,
I'm already done for,
Yet I'm fearless.
They ask if I'm okay,
While I answer, "I'm fine"
Like what I say everyday,
And just keep on lying.
To myself, to my friends
To all the people I know,
I can't help but pretend,
It's the only thing I know.
For now I'll keep up,
Learn to trust and love,
Though my heart's breaking up,
Yet I can't help but be a dove.
Is a company too much to ask?
For someone to be there beside me,
Someone that can comfort me,
Someone that really wants to stay with me.
Even just for a little while,
Is it really too much?
I tried to be kind and considerate for an instance,
But maybe- I guess its too much,
For anyone to even bear with my existence.
-Zudotakikurose
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I'm sorry for not updating, school and house works kept me too busy...
Well thanks for reading guys hope you had/have a great and wonderful day!! Bye~~~
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