Fear

Chapter Five

Recap:

"I've been wanting to do this for a while now."

Before I had time to react his lips we on mine and for some stupid, stupid reason I didn't fight them or push him away. Instead my stupid, stupid self welcomed them and fought for the dominance he held. And boy was he a good kisser

Payson
I walked into school with my head hanging in shame. I kissed Tyler. I kissed him and I enjoyed it. I was walking to go find him since I had been ignoring him all weekend. He even went as far as showing up at my house and I, being the coward that I am, hid on the other side of the door waiting for him to leave.

I went to walk but I saw the presence of a whore blocking me. I looked up in boredom. "Amanda move." I ordered.

"No." she argued. Her annoying voice made me want to personally punch her repeatedly in the face.

"Move or I'll move you." I rephrased smiling at her sarcastically.

"I'm just setting some rules. I know you're back and probably dealing that little Tyson thing, but Josh is mine."

I stared at her blankly. She looked confused that I wasn't offering her more of a fight so she continued to speak.

"I mean just because Tyson is somewhere avoiding you like the plague doesn't mean you can try to steal my boyfriend."

"He's not even- Never mind."

"I mean or are you still in love with Tyson?" she pushed when she saw her minions looking intrigued.

"Shut up." I warned clenching my hands in anger.

"For all you know he could be dead." she said laughing obnoxiously causing her minions to erupt into mocking laughter.

I was seeing red. I was boiling.I had never been so angry in my life.

"Shut up." I repeated trying to fill my lungs with air. She wasn't telling the truth. She was wrong.

"He's probably rotting in a ditch somewhere with unshed feelings of hate for you." she teased.

I couldn't take it. I snapped.

"I said shut up!" I screamed as I lurched forward and grabbed her hair pulling her face to the ground in a loud thump. "Shut up!" I repeated as I kicked her face. I felt people pulling my hair and punching me but I continued to punch Amanda.

"He's not dead."

I repeated as I let her go. I turned to the girls who were "Jumping" me and pushed them all as hard as I could. Heather stood cowering back.

"You're a psycho!"

"Yes. Yes I am." I said as I sent a nose cracking punch in her direction.

"Hey!" I looked back to see Josh literally carrying me away from the fight. He was pissed I could tell from his face,  but I didn't know he was mad until he began to speak.

"What's up with you?" Josh snapped. I didn't dare to even look at him. I knew what he was talking about.

"Nothing." I lied with no remorse. It wasn't anyone's business.

"Bull. Tyler likes you. You, as much as you try and hide it, you like him too." I looked up at him finally and saw his appearance. He looked tired. His dark hair, which is usually styled to perfection, was sticking up every which way. He had on a semi-wrinkled white v-neck shirt and a pair of regular army cargos. Someone knew how to dress for the weather. It was 85 degrees today, a scorcher.