This Is Me

the fight

Today when we got home from my moms Kate's boyfriend was over and he turned and looked at us then made a sour face holly knew what he meant I didn't get it in time until after he did it because I didn't really see the whole I walked into the bedroom to see her curled up crying hey its ok no its not she turned and screamed well what do you want me to do i screamed back without thinking holly im sorry I promise she just stared in terror I started to walk over to her but she just screamed more at me about stuff before I even knew it she had walked out I don't know where she went but im worried I texted called I did everything to get ahold of her the last voicemail I left her was I love you please come home she wouldn't answer she didn't come home tonight eighther l didn't sleep I can't sleep I felt terrible at about 5am I must have fell asleep because I woke up to Kate on my phone with someone saying you know she hasn't slept in three days I ran to the phone thinking maybe it was holly nope it was just Phil hey I said getting tears in my eyes hey he stuttered ways wrong I said nothing he stuttered again somthings up I thought Phil come get in the bed I heard Dan yell there such a cute couple I miss that i didn't go back to sleep I sat in the bed crying I can't believe I yelled at her I want her back I miss her so much I need her at 10 am Kate came into my room you ok she asked concerned go away alright thaws it she said sounding really angry she threw a pair of clothes at me and her car keys go to Dan and Phil I can't I said crying more Kate got on the bed and said you remember my giraffe plushy that I loved Kate I smiled what does that have to do with anything listen she said and remember how you ripped its head off yes remember how I got over it she is your girlfriend she will get over it ok yeah you're right i still had tear stained all over my cheeks when I pulled up and Dan and Phil's I saw them outside and someone peak out the window from inside I walked over to Dan and said hey is holly here he saw the tears on my cheeks and said yeah she is inside I knocked on the door and she answered it
Listen im sorry I Don know why I yell- holly cut me off with a kiss she had tear stains on her face to she looked at me with her bog brown eyes and said im sorry why are you apologizing it was my fault Phil just stared and smiled and said hey dannyboy look Dan looked and saw we were kissing and they just smiled so do you wanna come home I don't know she teased get in the car you tease when we got the first thing we did was sleep that was the first day in 4 days we had slept

It actually hurt me to make this chapter