Chapter 3 :My Fault part.2

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Kia's POV

*Flashback*

After Louis got off the phone he,Niall , El and Ali started running all around the house like small rats would. The scene was really funny but they were ruining their hardwork so instead of stopping them I took a deep breathe and shouted, " GUYS!! CALM YOUR ASS DOWN YOU ARE RUINING YOUR HARDWORK. HE IS NOT A MONSTER WHO WILL EAT Y'ALL!!!"

That seemed to work cause they paused at their own places rather than scurrying here and there. I smirked and they nodded their head and started moving upstairs towards our bedroom where they had decided to hide just so they can witness the proposal by a girl. Geez, I.WAS.GONNA.PROPOSE.HIM.

Once again they all hugged and wished me luck. I just smiled and nodded while the nerves were taking best of me in anxiety, nervousness, and all the questions came up in the back of my mind as well as all the bad situations and consequences. My palms were sweating holding the velvety box behind my back and I was myself shaking terribly.

What if he says No? What if he doesn't like this all decoration? What if he becomes mad at me? What if I mess all up? What if-

I was cut out through my trail of thoughts when I heard Niall say," Hey Kia, listen Harry is on the front porch talking on his phone . I'm switching off the lights and here is the ring. All the very best babe!! Everything would be fine!! We are upstairs recording it." He winked at me and scurried up the stairs after switching off the lights. I stood there like a statue and took a deep breath for the front door  to open and Harry to come inside.
Inhale...
Exhale...
Inhale...
Ex-

Just then the door flew open with a tall and a strong man standing on the door which I obviously knew was Harry or else I would had freaked out completely. "Kia?Babe? Where are you?" He said with concern laced in with every word he spoke. Once he switched on the lights he was all shocked just to see the elegant decoration. He scanned the whole room then his eyes laid on me.

His jaw dropped with eyes full of love but shock at the very same time as he was full with passion on seeing the sight ahead him but a little shocked on seeing such decoration out of nowhere. My anxiety was now at the highest peak as he was saying nothing but taking in his surrounding.

He reached to me and asked in a low voice, " What's all this decoration for, I don't remember this day as any special and what are hiding behind your back, Kia?". I took deep breathe to start my speech.

" Umm... Harry it may be a little cheesy and unreal but it's the truth what I'm gonna tell you". He didn't say anything so I continued my so called 'speech', " So...Harry you know that we have been together for more than two years and yeah I agree it was a type of rollercoaster but I don't deny  the fact that it was a breathtaking experience to be with you all those years. You all together are my bestfriend and love of my life. I never thought the very first day we met that we will hold on to each other and reach till the end of these amazing years. And I dont want to  leave you any soon..." I was interrupted by a low and raspy chuckle from his side. I let out a small laugh and rambled on, " Okay, so as I was saying it is might be a little unreal to believe it but here I'm Ms Kia Lopez wanting to become Mrs Kia Styles only with you cause I know I cant live without you as you are the only ray of light and hope I see in my life.You are that perfect boyfriend of mine who does everything to make me happy. The love I have for you won't be enough to the moon and back. So will you Mr Harry Styles do the honour of giving the only gift I would like to cherish throughout my lifetime of sharing your surname with me?"

I again took a deep breathe and brought the box in front just so he can see it. He looked a little bit startled from my bold confession of marrying him. He had brought up this question of marriage a week ago and  I thought very hard on it and you can easily imagine the result right now. I had never thought that I as a girl would propose a boy but here I am proposing the love of my life.

Seeing him just standing there and not saying a work quickened my heartbeats and all the possibilities from my earlier thinking rushed through my mind which made me weaker inside and ready to cry. All this of confession came from the depth of my heart and I completely meant it. I mean who won't love to spend whole of their life with someone as perfect as Harry.

He mumbled something first that I wasn't able to make out so he said a little louder, "No..." and he started backing away to the door and just ran outside. A little later I heard the sound of his car which rashed off the garage. His answer hit ne hard  after a few seconds and I cracked up there on the floor holding the box to my chest taking in all that happened within a minute. The tears ran down my cheeks ruining all the makeup as the heaving rain pouring down during the thunderstorm.

I curled up on the floor with my face into my hands when I heard several footsteps coming downstairs. "What happened to you Kia?" I recognized the voice to be of Ali. I glanced up a little bit at them and slowly said ,"He said NO...".

The girls immediately came to my side to comfort me and the boys ran out of the house just to find Harry. I just hope that it is a kind of nightmare and I'll wake up in the morning just to find Harry's arms around. But life is about taking risk and here the result of my risk was all negative which had a bad impact on me as I was completely heartbroken and right now crying my heart out.

An hour later of this incident we found out that Harry was caught up in an accident he was admitted in the hospital. All of our gang rushed there with a terribly shaking me, just to see Harry to be gone in the phase of death. Tha tears stopped coming out my eyes and what was left were just loud hoarse cries coming out from my throat. Harry's mum, Anne and sister Gemma had also reached here just to find his son in this state of coma because of his terrible, shameless girlfriend. They knew about the proposal and had also supported me as they were sure that we would make a great couple

I thought Anne to scold me and tear me apart from her cold stare but she reacted just the way round and hugged me tightly saying everything will be fine and it wasn't my fault at all while that was just a lie according me.

* End of flashback*

From that day onwards I usually stayed in Harry's hospital room but occasionally went back at our home for a bath. I didnt feel like to eat even though I knew I was growing fragile day by day. But tell me who can take in even a morsel of food when your beloved is fighting for their own life and who has done everything possible to make you feel the love and make you more than happier. Huh??

I just wish him to wake up soon so I can savour the look in his eyes which I'm unable to do as they are no longer open.

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