Careless//Bellamy Blake [1]

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Chapter song

Hurts like hell- Wrabel

Clarke walked out of camp and to Amara who sat by her brother's corpse on the ground. She rubbed his head and kept her eyes onto Finn's face. Amara looked over to see Clarke walking slowly.

"Go away." Amara said weakly.

"'Mara, I'm sorry. I had to. They would have tortured him--"

"No! Stop, you don't get to say that. Not to me. Not to Raven or anyone. Just stop talking to me." Amara snapped at Clarke as tears fell freely from her eyes.

Clarke bit her lip and sighed. "We are going to collect his ashes. I want you there. He'd want you there."

"Get the hell away from me, Clarke." Amara said sternly and viciously.

Clarke slowly backed away and walked back to camp. Amara shook her head lowly and began to sob. A hand was placed onto Amara's shoulder. She looked over at the hand that was attached to Raven's body.

"Hey." Raven said as she sat next to Amara.

Amara shook her head and hugged Raven. The two cried into each other's arms.

"He's gone. He's really gone. I always said if he ever died, I don't know what I'd do with myself, but I think I do now." Raven's face puzzled. "Stay here with him, I'm going to talk with Lexa."

Amara slowly stood and wiped away her tears. Her feet stomped against the ground as she walked into the woods and screamed loudly.

"Are you alright?" A Grounder asked as he came out of the shadows and into view.

Amara's face stiffened as she turned around. Her face softened when she began to sob once more. The Grounder stepped closer and Amara pulled out one of her knives and threw it into his heart. The hit instantly killed him. She watched as the body dropped and walked over and pulled out her knife. Another Grounder came out with a look of shock on his face once he saw one of his people dead. He held his hand up.

"I will not tell the commander." The Grounder said with his hands held up.

"I'm sorry." Amara said before she chucked the knife into his neck.

A dark red substance oozed out of his neck. He choked and clawed at the knife before he finally collapsed, taking his last breath. Amara breathed heavily before she walked towards him and tore the knife out of his throat and walked away towards where Lexa was.

Amara opened the tent and slowly walked in. Lexa turned and gave her a confused look. She placed the bloody knife down on the table.

"Killed two of your men." Amara said blankly.

"Excuse me?" Lexa asked, taken back.

"I killed two of your men. One of them begged for mercy, but I threw the knife and killed him. Their blood is on my hands and I have to live with it, but Finn couldn't?" Amara told Lexa.