The Beast//Book 5//Stiles Stilinski Fanfic

Chapter 7: Frequency.

Stiles pov

I'm sitting in my room right now replaying what just happened last night over and over again.  I can't believe that all just happened.

I'm standing there in front of Theo when he starts sniffing.  His eyes widen and he looks over and I look to and my heart drops to my stomach.  Standing right in front of our faces is Skylar.  I see the tears in her eyes and know that she just heard everything that happened.  

"You killed Donovan" she said looking to me.

"Skylar, I can explain..." I said walking over to her and she backed up.

"Don't" she said

"Please, you have to listen" I said practically begging her.

"You killed someone.  Stiles, you killed someone" She said in disbelief.

"It was self-defense.  He was trying to kill me! I didn't...I didn't mean to kill him.  It was an accident. You have to understand. " I said feeling tears in my eyes.

"Why didn't you tell anyone? Why have you been keeping it a secret?" She said

"I...I was scared.  I didn't know how you guys would react.  I mean, I killed someone! I knew you guys wouldn't take that well." I said

"When were you planning on telling me?!" She said

"I...I don't know" I said

"Let me guess, you weren't even gonna tell me?" She said

"Skylar..." I said getting closer to her.

"Stiles, get away from me." She said and my heart broke.  She then looked to the guy laying on the ground and then looked to Theo. "You killed him" she said

"He was going to kill stiles and I" Theo said

"So you rip his throat out? Do you know how many people tried to kill Scott and the rest of us? We never turned to killing.  We had plenty of chances to kill and we didn't!" She said and it was quiet for a minute.

"Skylar, you can't tell Scott or the rest of them" Theo said

"You're kidding, right?" She said

"Skylar, please." I said

"That's why your shoulder was hurting, wasn't it? It all makes sense now.  You've been acting off lately and it's all because of Donovan" she said

I didn't even know what to say.  I feel so helpless right now. I can see her fighting tears and I see the way she's looking at me. It's that look she always gave me when I was void. It's like she doesn't know who I am. She looks up to me and I look at her. I see tears start to fall from her eyes then she turns around and leaves me standing there.

I stand up from my bed and start pacing back and forth. What if she never looks at me the same? The thought of that makes me extremely angry. I walk over to my investigation board and read the stuff I wrote about Donovan. All I can feel is anger in me right now. I punch the board then lean against a wall and slide down.