Hospital for Souls (ryden)

Aucune idée × Brendon's pov

~Brendon's pov~
(I put it again just in case lmao)
I stood there awkwardly playing with my hands while I watched Ryan wrap his arms around Josh. They stayed that way for a pretty long time and all throughout it my heart ached. I wanted so badly for Ryan to wrap his arms around me and tell me he missed me. I couldn't stand watching any longer so I clear my throat loudly trying to get their attention. Ryan jumps away from Josh and looks over at me, his look of surprised turns quickly in to bright smile and I almost melt right then and there but, I pull myself together and smile back. "Brendon, what happened?" he says while pushing away the covers completely. "Well you fainted and I brought you to the hospital." he smiles at my short explanation. "How long have you been here?" he asks me with a small hint of worry. I think back to when we first got to the hospital and Ryan was out cold. I try to hold back my smile as I think about the way Ryan whimpered earlier FUcKiNg whimpered. I hear a grunt and spin my head to the direction of the sound. Ryan sat on the bed with his head cocked a little to the side. I look down at my watch and yawn a little "About four hours, why?" Ryan smirks before getting up and walking towards me. I throw my hands up and back away quickly not knowing what to do or what he was going to do. My eyes pop open as I back into a wall. I look up and go instantly red as I'm met with Ryan standing only a few inches away. "Thank you for staying." he says quickly before grabbing me and pulling me into a hug. I felt my knees wobble and my heart race and before I know it I collapse bringing Ryan down with me.
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▫Ryan's Pov▫
I get up to hug Brendon and I honestly had no idea where I got the confidence to do such a thing (probs the drugs) but before I could stop myself my arms were around Brendon, and I was pulling him against me. I could feel his shaky breathe on my ear and I shiver while leaning forward and pushing against him more. I was about to pull away when I feel his knees buckle and he goes down taking me with him.
I land hard with Brendon on top of me, his weight pushing me against the hard floor. "Brendon? Brendon can you hear me?" I whisper to him while shaking him slightly 'fuck.' I think to myself 'what the hell happened to him?' I look up to see Josh pulling Brendon off me. "What happened." he asked before sitting Brendon against the wall. I shrug impatiently trying to hide the concern and worry written all over my face. I hop up quickly and press the tiny green button with "assistance" marked across it and wait quietly for a nurse or whatever to save him. I stared at Brendon taking in every detail of his face. The way his lips twitched every few seconds or the way his hair laid across his forehead or they way he made little noises while he was unconscious. I turn a deep red color and look away quickly.

I look around the room trying to distract myself from the boy sitting unconscious in front of me. Josh meets my gaze and I feel myself heat up again. 'Fuck, Ryan get it together.' I let out a long sigh before patting the bed, signaling Josh to sit next to me and he did, faintly smiling while he sat down. I let a small grunt and hold out my hand and Josh laces his fingers through mine instantly and that was how we stayed yet again hand in hand even when the nurse came and took Brendon away, Josh and I stayed quiet, silently hoping Brendon would wake up soon.

(Ew why he look like that lmao✌😬)
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A/N
Ikik it's hella confusing but the good stuff come soon very very soon . That smut is coming too soooo prepare to cringe. ~layla🌸