"I let waves of insults crash down on me, feeling myself drawing closer to an attack and then, it stops and the room is dead silent."
{Ryan is sent to a mental hospital and falls in love with not one, but two boys, which always leads to trouble. But...
A/N Hey it's been like a week since I've updated. But I'm back now I had hella art projects to do so and I had to deal with bum ass teachers giving me extra homework, that's why it's been so long lmao . Also scary stuff happens now. (Listen to the song while reading its up above, just swipe right)
I lay in my bed, thinking of ways to escape myself, my mind, the constant thoughts and memories of all the shit I've been through. All the deaths. All the bullies. I couldn't take it anymore, I can't deal with people pitying me all the time. I see the looks they give me in group. I see the way Pete looks at me like some stray, lost and unstable, but I'm not. I could do it on my own. I didn't need anyone, not my mom, not Pete, not Brendon, and not even Josh. I felt my eyes stinging a little more at each name, tears slipped through my half closed eyes. No one cares I think to myself I could feel myself closer to a breakdown as I start to shake. They were right. All you do is cry, you're a baby. Selfish brat. Josh doesn't need you. He's pitying you, they're allpitying you.Brendon didn't kiss you on purpose, he doesn't like you. He never will. I feel the tears now, sliding down my face faster and faster, as I shake violently, choking on my own tears. I shut my eyes tight, trying to block away the thoughts but they kept coming. Raining down on me like a hurricane and I lay there taking the shots. Letting waves of insults crash down on my thin body. I feel a weight on my chest, my breathing stops and the room goes dead silent. A slice of light crosses around the room and I start to breathe again slowly and even. Just then a burst of wind throws me across the room, making me slam against the padded wall. I feel another gust of wind before I'm slammed into the wall repeatedly, each time making my head spin. I feel myself drop to the floor with a thump. I try to run but my limbs feel heavy and useless. I look around the room and see nothing but black. I'm dead I think to myself, slightly relieved I push myself up and try to stand but I fall "Fuck!" I yell out into the darkness "Stupid fuckin legs." I say quietly, letting a tear slip out and down my cheek. Where the hell am I? What's happening to me? Just then a blood curdling scream rang through the room and my door flew open. I swung around in surprise and see Brendon standing there in the doorway, paler than ever. He opens his mouth to say something but no words came out. He was frozen staring at, me..or something behind me. I follow his gaze and my body jolts into action, my legs finally free from their invisible hold, I run toward Brendon and take his hand while I sprint down the hallway, with Brendon beside me I felt safe. I notice the lights flickering all around me and my legs fly out beneath me as I'm being pulled down. I turn and see no one behind me. Oh my god a ghost I think as tears build up again as I slide into my room, door slamming behind me. I hear Brendon on the other side yelling for me as he bangs on the door, sliding his key over and over again hoping to unlock the door but not achieving his goal. I scrunch myself into a corner of the room and let the tears stream down my face. I feel a hot breath on my ear but I don't turn to it, only shut my eyes and hope Brendon's okay. I feel a soft prick on my ear and everything goes silent as a ripple of pain flashes throughout my head, making me deaf in my left ear. I cry out in pain and hold my head in between my knees and scream louder, hoping and praying that this was just a nightmare, that I could wake next to Josh again, and forget about my worries. "WAKE UP WAKE UP WAKE UP!" I scream, hitting my own already sore head. A small laugh fills the room, getting louder and closer until I could feel a hot breath on my face. "Oh, oh silly silly boy." A distorted voice fills the silent room "You're already awake." another laugh fills the room as more tears pour out my tightly shut eyes. "Look at me." I feel a presence close to me, even though the warmth on my face is gone, the presence was stronger than ever. "LOOK AT ME RYAN. LOOK AT ME." I squeeze my eyes tighter, I don't dare look, but the voice comes in again, breathe hot on my face again. "OPEN YOU'RE EYES, RYAN." I could hear things flying around the room, but I kept my eyes shut. A small "Idiot." is the last thing I hear before I'm being pinned onto the bed, an unusual force pushing my eyes open. My breathing stops and I feel tears start to well up again because on top of me sat something so, vile, vicious, and most definitely evil. Deep sunken eyes, that seemed to look right through me, icy and cold making every vein in my body turn to ice, long yellow teeth that hung from under it's mouth, that reeked of something dead and old, black feathers formed a mane around its neck, traveling down it's wide and bony back, and long claws curling into a point at the top of it's withered hands. I feel it's claws dig into my wrists, pushing me down deeper into the bed. Drool oozed from it's mouth landing on my neck before dripping down onto the bed behind me. I whimper slightly, squirming beneath this..monster, this thing. The more I squirmed the deeper I was pushed into the bed.
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"I've been waiting for you. Waiting to touch you for so long." My heart stops beating as a long tongue descends from it's mouth, licking a long stripe across my neck. "Why me?" I whisper quietly through tears, It smiles at me before licking me again, this time across my lips. I could feel myself threatening to gag but I hold it back, not wanting to anger, whatever it was. It drew back slightly, looking me up and down before answering. "Because He's in control and He wants you to suffer." It erupts into a fit of laughter "And because you're the prettiest one yet." I squeeze my eyes shut and cry out for Brendon, hoping he'd hear me, save me, do something to help me but I got another laugh in return "He can't hear you. I got rid of him a long time ago. You're mine now." Those were the last words it said before it began pushing my legs open.
A/N I know all the people reading for ryden are like wth where's the smut. I know but I kinda suck at smut I'm practicing tho so you already know (; Also I wanted to put smut in this one but I didnt want to ruin any minds with ryan getting it in with a demon. Plus that would've been bad anyway. I hope you enjoyed stay tuned b's💌 also sorry its still kinda short but it's late & my neck was feeling a lil broken. Also two author notes because I'm lit like that~🌸
future 2019 layla speaking: y'all wth I'm dumb asf this is literally rape and my stupid ass called it smut i am so sorry y'all I was young smh fix it jesus🙅
