"I let waves of insults crash down on me, feeling myself drawing closer to an attack and then, it stops and the room is dead silent."
{Ryan is sent to a mental hospital and falls in love with not one, but two boys, which always leads to trouble. But...
A/N So Im wondering if i should put in the smut between ryan and the demon because I kinda left you on a cliff hanger. Oh if i do and if it's bad let me know so I can take it out lmao~layla🌸
I wake up with pain travelling all throughout the lower region of my body. The fact that I couldn't remember a thing wasn't helping the state I was in. I slowly uncoil the sheets wrapped around my body, I frown at the fact that I'm naked from the waist down. What the hell. Long, jagged scratches marked themselves across my thighs and torso.
I stare at them for a second taking in the the deep scars and bruises, before limping out of the tiny bed and over to my clothes, which were scattered all over the room. Weird I think to myself before pulling on my boxers and white sweatpants. I limp back to the bed and run my hands through my hair, which felt thick and sticky. I groan in disgust and remove my hands from my head, I close my eyes trying to pull any memory from last night, but my mind ran blank. Maybe Josh would know, I'll ask him when he gets here I think to myself growing impatient by the second. I distract myself from the time by tracing the scars and scratches on my thighs, focusing on their slight purple and blue tint. I felt the urge to pick at the scabs that formed around them but the urge was interrupted by a familiar click. I pull up my pants quickly, just as Josh opens the door. I smile at him brightly, hoping he hadn't seen the scratches and scars. He returned a dull smile before cocking his head to the side. "What have you got there?" he asks quietly. I let out a sigh, I know he saw them, the real question is how I'm supposed to explain them. I decide on playing dumb and fake a frown. "What do you mean?" I reply back, I could feel myself getting more and more worried, but I keep myself at ease. He points to my hair "You've got slimy shit all in your hair. Ew, where'd it come from?" he says with a disgusted look on his face, my eyes widens as I burst out laughing, for this was the only time I had heard Josh swear and wow it made my heart flutter in my chest..I hope he does it more often. He walks over to me and lifts my head up to face him and I instantly stop laughing. He slides his hand through my hair and pulls it back to examine the gooey substance all over his hand. I furrow my eyebrows in confusion and pull his hand closer to my eyes. I look up at Josh, who has a look of pure disgust draped over his face. "Well?" I ask impatiently. "What the hell is it and more importantly why is it in my hair?" I say while pushing his hand away from my face. We sit in awkward silence for a few seconds, just staring at each other, before Josh breaks eye contact and his eyes roam across the bed behind me. "Jeez, Ryan I didn't think it would be possible for anyone to want to jerk off in a freaking mental institution." he says slowly with a hint of both disgust and humor. I furrow my eyebrows in confusion. What the fuck is he talking about. I think before meeting his gaze again. "It's all over the room Ryan, christ what happened yesterday?" he asks while wiping his hand off on the sheet. "What the hell are you talking about?" I ask deeply confused by his accusations. He laughs and points to my bed, I turn around and see my bed covered in...cum? I gasp and jump off the bed as fast as I can. "What the hell I swear that wasn't me." I shout while taking off the soiled sweatpants. Josh's eyes meet mine before they travel down to my legs. Oh shit
"Ryan, what happened?" he asks, his words dripping with worry and sadness. I feel myself shiver as tears threaten to slip from my eyes. "I-I don't know, I can't remember." I reply my voice cracking in between words. Josh begins to walk towards me, stopping only when we were a few inches apart. "Ryan." he says firmly, wrapping his fingers underneath my chin, and pulling my face up so I'm looking at him. "What happened?" he says again. I try to turn away but he holds my face in place, I see tears forming in his eyes and my heart starts to break. I close my eyes trying to block the tears building up inside my eyes. I feel a pair of arms around me and immediately break down in his arms and he holds me tighter. "I swear, I don't know." I say into his shoulder. His only response was to hold me tighter. I felt a sharp pain in my legs and then I remember. Everything. The monster. Brendon. The scars. The sex, the rape. The pain. I remembered it all. My heart stops in my chest as I fall to the ground, tears spilling from my eyes. I felt heavy, like an anchor, or a sinking boat. I couldn't breathe I was drowning. I felt disgusting and used. Flashes of the-the monster, the- this thing, pushed into my mind. How it pushed it's way inside me, laughing as I screamed out in pain. Laughing as it dug it's claws into skin gripping me tighter, ripping me apart. The way it's tongue licked away the blood dripping down my legs, as it ripped away more flesh. It was repulsive, I wanted to throw up, to die, to forget, but the memories kept coming and so did my tears. I remembered Brendon screaming for me. I push Josh away and push myself up. "I need to find Brendon." I say limping past Josh and over to the soiled bed leaning against the plush wall, Josh's face softens and he opens his mouth to say something but I interrupt him. "He knows what happened. He should remember." I say quietly. Josh sighs and walks over to me, taking my hand in his and rubbing it softly. "Ryan." he says slowly, moving his hand from my hand to my back. "Brendon's in the hospital." My stomach drops as more tears threaten to fall. "W-what? W-why? What h-happened?" I say as my voice starts to break. Josh lowers his head and sighs again, a sadder sigh. "Ryan, Brendon was found unconscious, In front of your room actually. He was in pretty bad shape when they found him." My mind goes blank as I feel my heart break even more. "Ryan are you okay?" I hear Josh ask but it comes out muffled and faint. My eyes meet Josh's and everything goes black.
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(Also brendon looks like this in the next chapter bcuz let's face it Vices was the best era Sike a bitch is lyin)
A/N S o this was kind of a serious chapter. But I have the plot figured out and my oh shit it's so good. Also sorry I kinda left you at another cliffhanger but I'm updating soon like on Friday because I have no school that day. Lol Stay lit I hope u like this story.(: ~layla🌸
