Trittany: Finding Each Other

Chapter 13 Let Me Explain

Warning: Sad chapter ahead

Trevor's POV

Two days till we leave. Two days!! We finished dance rehearsal last week to have our time on preparing ourselves to leave for a month. Things with Brittany are strange. She's been avoiding me and I don't know why. She hasn't answered my texts, only if there tour related. I need to get this straightened out before the tour.

I finish packing my last suitcase and close it up. I am ready for this tour early surprisingly, but I wanted to spend my last day with my family instead of packing. I have a few hours to spare so I take a chance and grab my car keys. I drive the road to her apartment and get out of my car and knock on her door. She opens it almost immediately. "Trev, What are you doing here?" She asks with a curious tone in her voice. "I'm here to talk." I state and she stepped aside letting me in. "Can we sit?" I ask her and she nods. "Would you like anything?" Brittany asks politely. "I would like to know why your avoiding me again? Is it because you had a strange dream again or something?" I ask concerned and she lets out a quiet laugh. "No goodness no." "Then why?" "Trevor, Do you like me?" She asks. Her question surprised me. I thought I was the one who was asking questions.

"Britt, to be honest I didn't but I do now. I don't know why I do now but I do. I care about you so so much and I want to be the one for you but this is just what I feel." I explain. Brittany looks a little taken back.

"Uh, Trevor I care about you too but I don't think I'm ready to date you or anyone else." She explained. It hurts a little to know Brittany doesn't like me back.

"I'm sorry." She says in a whisper. "No don't be." I reassure her. "I better get packing." She says standing up. I can tell that things are getting awkward which never happens between us. "Britt, You know I'm your friend right?" I ask. "Yes of course." She says smiling. "Well I better go." I sigh and start to walk out. "Wait Trevor" She says stoping me. I turn around to look at her. "Can I figure out my feelings about us before we make any decisions?" She asks and I nod.

Brittany walks up to me and kisses my cheek. "Thanks for telling me tho." She said and I just smile and turn around to walk out. "I meant what I said." She says quietly. I shut the door and whisper to myself "So did I."

I drive home and I decided to have a few buddies come over. We sat down discussing random stuff but somehow Brittany and I got brought up. "So, How's the Trittany plan coming?" They joke. "What plan?" "You know get her to fall for you and then sleep with you." They laugh. "I have no-" "So that's what you wanted?" A voice says behind me. "Britt-" "You left you wallet at my house and I thought I returned it to you and I let myself in. Sorry to bother you." She says letting tears roll down her face. Brittany throws the leather wallet on the table and leaves but I grab her delicate hand. "Let go!" "No Britt just listen! I have no clue what they are talking about!" I tell her. She stops and relief comes to me. "Don't ever talk to me again." She says seriously and walks out before I could do anything.

"What the hell guys!" I shout. "What's the big deal? The Trittany plan didn't work?" They laugh. "Shut up" I yell. "Do you realise I have to dance and go on tour with her and with dance needs trust and how is she supposed to TRUST me when you she heard you talking about a made up plan!" I yell with anger. I need to explain this situation with Brittany as soon as possible.

But that soon as possible didn't happen in the two days. Brittany ignored every single call or text message I sent. I tried knocking on her door but the same. No answer.

My last day here in Toronto for a while was spent with my family. I arrived at my parents house and saw my brothers cars as well as my sisters. I walk in and smell the fresh bread that my mother makes. My mother greets me with a hello. "Yo, I have missed your bread." I tell her giving her a kiss on the cheek. She just smiles and I go over to Justine and hug her, as well as my brothers.

They had the tv on a sport channel which they were both really involved in along with my dad.

"How's the studio?" I ask my mother. "Oh wonderful. The kids miss having you teach them. They ask so many times when you'll be back." She tells me. "Tell them soon." "Are you excited for the tour?" "Yea...it's uh..going to be amazing." I smile. "Hey mom?" Justine asks. "Yea?" "I will be right back." Justine says and stops cutting vegetables and grabs my hand taking me to a different room. "What happened?" She asks as soon as we're alone. "Nothing." I lied. "Seriously! Tell me!" "Fine, something happened but I can deal with it!" I tell her. "What?" She inquires. I finally give up and tell her what had happened. "Trev, Tell her the truth." She said and nothing more before she left the room. Telling her the truth is the easy part, the hard part is getting her to listen to it.

I sigh and follow my sister out to the kitchen and chat with my mother like previously.

I get out of the taxi with Lamar and Isaac. I grab my heavy luggage out of the trunk of the car. I carry one on my shoulder, as well as my carry on, the other one I roll and follow the boys to the meeting spot. Everyone was here but were always late so no one made a comment on our impeccable timing.

I was given my ticket and I was in seat 78B and I hadn't found who I was sitting to next. I really hope it was Brittany but when we boarded flight 788 I found out who it was. "Hey Shelby." I say casually as she squeezed by me. "Hi!" "Why aren't you with the girls?" I ask. "Oh because Brittany wanted my seat instead of this one." "Oh" "Yea I would have liked to sit with the girls but I get a window now." She says excited. I laugh at her enthusiasm and listen to the noice made around me.

There was parents with a baby just a few rows ahead of me. The guys where beside me and in front. Myles actually was separated from Briar which was a surprise. Victoria, Jordan and Brittany were behind me two rows and all the crew that haven't left for Australia yet filled in around me. I glanced at Brittany to see if was looking at me but she was on her phone. I guess she has realised I had been staring at her because she looked up and then quickly looked away.

The flight took forever. I wanted it to be over within the first hour. I talked to the boys, read a book about Australia, and ate. The flight attendants came by with food, snacks and a blanket. I went to sleep as soon as I could fall asleep wanting to adjust to Australia time.

Shelby woke me up when the plane landed and I grabbed my stuff and slowly exited the plane. I gathered around some of the cast and crew who was off the plane and waited for everyone else.

I saw Brittany walk off probably to the restroom so I didn't bother chasing after her. We took a shuttle to our hotel from the airport and one of the crew members handed us our room keys and told us to meet up in the rehearsal building tonight.

I share a room with Isaac and once I was done getting situated I wanted to sleep really bad but I needed to talk to Britt. I was on my way over to her hotel room when Jordan and Shelby called me.

"Trevor! Could you help us?" They ask. I walk over to them and pick up some luggage. "Please tell me that this isn't your rock collection?" I tease and the girls giggle. I bring their bags into their room and see Brittany sitting on a bed digging through one of the bags. "Thanks Trev!" Jordan smiles and Brittany snaps her head up. She quickly grabs what she needed from the bag, closed it and walked out the door making sure she said thank you to Jordan. I go after her grabbing her arm so she can't escape. "What do you want Trevor?" She says running a hand through her hair. "I want to talk, please can we just take a walk so I can explain?" I plead. "Right now?" "Yes" "Fine, meet me in the lobby in ten minutes." She says and I let go of her arm. She disappeared into her room and I walked back to mine happy. Now, How am I going to explain this?

Ok, last chapter was so awful. So I hope you liked this one a little better even if it's not a happy one. Shout out to my girly tnsfanbella2000 for helping me with this chapter!! You should now if you've read my other books that I don't go very long without a not happy chapter. Will update soon guys! Friday maybe?