Trittany: Finding Each Other

Chapter 21 Hugs And Kisses

This chapter is dedicated to jileyxshawarma because of the amount of Trittany feels I put in this...

Brittany's POV

I take Trevor's hand as I step out of the cab. Both him and I walk into the restaurant hand in hand, I knew both of us can't stop smiling. This is our night, yes we have had many dates and kissed a lot but that was with cameras everywhere and we had to play a part, James and Riley not Brittany and Trevor. Every time I stepped onto set I was no longer Brittany. I was Riley. I portrayed her, I had to feel what she felt. If she knew her boyfriend was going to London while she was by herself, a natural dependant person and he wasn't going to be there for her, I had to know that too. Her feelings also had to be my feelings. Same with Trevor. When James took Riley out on a date, he took me out but as Riley, not Brittany. This is why our date tonight was more then just a date. This was our date. These are our true feelings, not somebody else's.

We had gotten seated and put an order for our drinks. "Your so gorgeous Britt, I can't stop looking at you." He declares sweetly.

"Trevor, stop making me blush red." I giggled as he did too. "Since we are here together, and this is a date, Are we official now?" He asks hopeful.

By saying yes, I am committing to a relationship, a relationship that I want, and for it to last. Trevor and I have known each other for a very long time. Over half a decade. If we were officially dating, it wouldn't change much. We would still hang out and tease each other constantly. We would become more cuddly with each other I guess. I didn't mind that. Trevor was hot, really hot, no one could deny it.

Saying yes, makes me grounded to a relationship. If I did get a job in Los Angeles or in Canada, I would miss him greatly or if he moved away, He and I would miss each other, normally long distance takes a toll on your relationship. It rarely ever works out. Yes, you don't really plan around stuff that hasn't happened yet but it doesn't hurt to think ahead but if I say no, he could move on to another girl and I would lose him over my fear. My fear that is making me rethink saying yes even if I have yet to say anything. I can't take that chance, I just can't. Not after everything we've gone through.

"We're official." I tell him with a sweet smile. "That means the fans were right. Trittany is finally together and we were made for each other." He says. For once, I'm glad I didn't second guess my answer, only thought and processed it. This is where I was meant to be. With Trevor. I couldn't picture anyone else. Just him and his charm.

"Yea, I think we are." I say gazing at him for the millionth time that evening. The waitress comes back with our drinks that we had both ordered when we had first arrived. She kindly takes our order for the food that we wished to eat tonight.

"Trev, Do you think it will become complicated since the cast don't know about us or our family and fans don't know as well?" I ask with a worried expression and he could tell.

"Britt, We just got together, like what, five minutes ago? We will tell the cast soon and our family's when we are back home." He reassures me, placing his hand on top of mine, making me feel warm and comfortable with him. I knew I could talk to Trevor about anything and everything, even girl things but most of the time I forget that I have a forever friend and he just becomes a person that I'm around a lot.

"Will we become...." I trail off not knowing how to finish the sentence. "Become what?" He asks like a guy. Totally unaffected by the uncertainty
in my voice.

"Will we become....intimate." I say quietly unable to speak any loader. "Uh, maybe? I mean, aren't couples 'intimate'?" He asks. "I guess so, but do you want to be cuddly during the tour....in front of all our friends?" I ask.