Trittany: Finding Each Other

Chapter 14 Stuck In Between

Brittany's POV

I mess with my rings on my fingers waiting for Trevor in the lobby like I said I would. After all we've been through, he lied to me about his feelings? This is not the Trevor I know. Right now I wish I never agreed to meet him.

I glance up and see him walk towards me and I can't even look at him. "Brittany, please, I had no clue what they meant." He pleads but I don't believe him. "How can I know that?" I ask. "Because you've known me for over 5 years, Have I ever mentioned that...thing?!" "You said you just started to like me." I tell him. "Britt, I don't know how you will trust me again but you need to and fast. We have to do a duet together in a couple days together! What do you think that will look like if you don't trust me?!" He asks. "A mess and look who's fault that is because you wanted to get in bed with me." I say hurt. "Brittany Lynn Raymond. I do NOT." He says raising his voice. "Trevor, I can't talk to you right now." I tell him. "Brittany please just listen to me." He pleads. I shove his hand off of my shoulder and walk away.

I cannot believe him right now. Lying to my face! I took the long way back to my hotel room praying that I didn't get lost because of the huge hotel.

I finally made it back and the corridor was silent. I slide my room key into the lock and I hear a click. I open it carefully, not wanting to wake Victoria. I change into my pajamas and set the alarm since we have a meeting tonight.

I honestly have no idea how Trevor and I's duet is going to be. I am hoping it will go well enough to preform. My eyes began to feel heavier and heavier until they close and I fall asleep within a minute.

"Britt" "Britt." Brittany!" Someone whispers. I flutter my eyes open and Victoria is the first thing I see. "Ah!" I say surprised. "We overslept! Jordan come over telling us we have 10 minutes to get ready." She tells me and I quickly hop out of bed, change and put my hair in a messy bun. I put my shoes on and sunglasses since I saw the sun wasn't set yet.

Victoria and I quickly walk out of our room to see some of the cast already out in the corridor. I pass Trevor on my way to the girls and I feel his intense gaze on me. When everyone was ready we walked over to the theater that we would do our first show in. It felt amazing to be back on tour doing what I love with the people I love.

The cast and some other crew members gathered on the big stage and we listened to our stage director talk.

"So, some of you may or may not have heard the schedule for the show. Two hours before the show, You guys will have meet & greets for an hour then you will start to get ready. You'll get your makeup done and change into your stage outfit. All of you will do the opening dance, The girl's trio will be next along with the boy's trio after. We will stop to have a break and talk to the audience. Then it goes to Jordan's solo, Isaiah's solo, Myles and Briar duet, Shelby's solo, Interact with the audience again. Victoria and Isaac's duet along with Brittany and Trevor's duet, Then the final number." Jason, the director of the tour explained as we nodded.

He talked to us some more about the hours we will spend on the road and all the other important stuff that we needed to know.

Around 7pm we were done and I was extremely exhausted. I couldn't even make it up to the floor where the rooms were located because I could barely keep my eyes open. The girls kept keeping me awake so I didn't have to have anyone carry me, I know the boys would have but I didn't need them to. I say goodnight to the girls and the boys, when I opened my hotel room, I plopped down on the bed and shut my eyes.

I adjust my eyes to the light and see Victoria fast asleep on her bed. I unplugged my phone, which was on the side table next to the bed. I typed in the passcode and saw I had a text from Joelle and my sister. I didn't want to reply right away so I put my phone back in my original spot.

I laid back down and shut my eyes but I couldn't fall back to sleep. I rubbed my back because it hurt from the plane.

I had a brilliant idea and decided I would go into the hot tub down at the pool. I changed into my black one piece swimsuit and threw a towel around me and headed down there.

There was no one at the pool this early so I enjoyed the peace and quiet because I knew there would be very little of that over the next month.

I close my eyes feeling the hot water on my tense body. That only lasted about 5 minutes or so before I heard a splash. I didn't think much about it until I felt hands on my shoulders. I jolted from my relaxing position and open my eyes to see Trevor.

"You scared me so bad!" I tell him. "Sorry, I didn't mean too." "Why are you here?" I ask. "Same as you." "And what am I here for?" "Relaxing because the plane made you tense." "How did yo-" "I've known you for a long time." He winks. I watch him back off and sit on the opposite side of the hot tub. I go back to my previous position and shut my eyes once more but open one of them a few times making sure he stays where he is.

"I'm sorry." I hear him say breaking the relaxing yet awkward silence. Can't he ever shut up?

"For what?" I ask with my eyes closed. "That you would think I would ever do something to you like that." He says and I open my eyes to look at him. He is just staring down at the water, steam coming up toward him.

I couldn't think of a single thing to say back. I just sat there silently. "Britt, as I told you before I wouldn't do that to you." He says but this time looking up. "I believe you." I whisper. "Really?" He asks and I nod my head. I moved next to him and put my head onto his bare shoulder. "I'm sorry, I was just hurt I guess." I tell him. "I know, I'm sorry they even said anything." "I hope that we won't ever fight like that again." I say. "Same here Britt." He says kissing the side of my head. I wrap my arms around his waste and we sit there for what seems like forever.

I look up to him as he looks down to me. He starts to lean in and I think about it and lean in too.

"Hey guys, were going to breakfas-" Victoria tells us and we tear apart immediately. "What were you doing?" She asks. "Um, Brittany had some dirt in her eye." Trevor lies playing it cool like always. "I think I will skip breakfast." I tell her and Trevor agrees. Victoria shrugs her shoulders and leaves us alone once more. We stayed our distance because even if we're close, we're not dating.

"We can't do that anymore." I tell him waving my arm around in the water. "Yea, especially now, on tour." "Did you really mean those things you said in my apartment that day?" I ask him. "Yes, but I'm not sure you did." He says seriously. "What? Why?" I ask. "You seem to like me more then I like you." He teases and I giggle. "You wish Tordjman." I say and he laughs along with me.

A half in hour later I'm changing out of my wet swimsuit putting on active wear and shades. I put on light makeup and leave my hair down but combed. Again, I can't stop thinking about that almost kiss. What would we have done? After all that has affected our relationship in the past few days we almost kiss? A tiny part of me still doesn't trust Trevor like I had before but the rest is saying that I should trust Trevor because he has never really given me a reason not to. I'm stuck between the two but I guess I will put it in the back of my mind for now since we have tour rehearsal all day.

The jet lag I have has affected me greatly. I tell Victoria that I am going to the hotel's coffee shop to get a coffee because I clearly need one.

I accidentally found Trevor and Isaac talking while trying to find the coffee shop. I didn't mean to hear their conversation but I did. "What are you going to do know?" Isaac asks. "Honestly bro, I have to wait. She doesn't feel anything I guess." Trevor tells him. "It's Britt, We all know she'll come around. I bet you about two weeks into the tour she will say something. If not, I will do anything you want." Isaac says. "Fine, but for the record, I don't like betting on Brittany's feelings."

What did I just hear?

See! I told you Friday! Haha. I hope you liked this chapter. I cannot believe Brittany won the CSA award!! I was so excited when they announced it! How did you react? Most of the Brittany fans probably were similar to mine. Just check my I.G. Lol