Our Beautiful Insanity

Chapter 17, have you missed me?

(Hermione's POV)

Hermione was standing at the platform with Harry and Ginny. They were waiting for Ron...unfortunately.

Ron glanced up Hermione's body. "Uhm. Wow Hermione. What happened with you? I mean, your....hot." He said without completely knowing he did.

Her skin was tan, because of the time in Spain, and it was almost sparkling because of her new cream that she had gotten from Michael. Her hair was slightly tamed, but not much because she still wanted to look like her. Although, she wasn't wearing any makeup her clothes was on a completely different degree. She wearing a pair of tight black jeans, showing of her long legs, and a new top, slightly v-cutted. (but not to much, like she is still Hermione Granger.)

She gave him a disgusted glare and said, "You know what Ronald. I was always." With that, she walked away.

That arse. I'm not that different. I just cut my hair for god's sake. I'm not wearing any makeup like always, and well my clothes.....They are what I usually were when Im not at school. I would never chance myself for a boy, I just got a freaking haircut.

(Draco's POV)

He noticed Hermione and the rest of the Gryffindor gang standing not too far away from him. He caught Ron looking up her sleek body.

That idiot.

He was looking at her now. In her, complete beauty as always. Wow, her skin was really sparkling; he wanted to touch it so bad. He wanted to kiss her, to hold her. She caught him looking at her. He met he gaze. Eyes completely looked in each other, the look said the same; "I've missed you."

......

Anger. Anxiousness. Disappointment. That was what he was feeling. He was so angry because his dad had made him join the death eaters. Anxiousness because he knew she could never accept this. Disappointment because if she did not except him, he would get to spent the rest of his days with her.

He watched as she was laughing at her table with her friends. Not Ron. He was sitting with Lavender Brown, ah stupid idiot. He had missed her laugh, and her smile. He had been picturing it for the last few weeks. It was important that her friends made her happy, since he wouldn't anymore.

(Hermione's POV)

She could feel Draco's silver shining eyes on her. Happily, she returned the glance. As their eyes met, she saw something unexpected. Something that was quite disturbing. His eyes were so sad and fluffy.

What happened?

She tensed her look, trying to ask him what was wrong. He understood the question, but pretended that everything was fine by shaking his head. In complete disbelief, she looked at him and nodded her head towards the corridors, asking him so meet her outside. He simply nodded back.

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(Draco's POV)

He walked out of the great hall and felt a small hand clench around his wrist. He was pulled further away, and into a quiet old classroom. He felt her hands raise a tingling sensation when she gave him a kiss on the check. He pulled her close, so he could feel her body on his, one last time.

"What's wrong Draco?" Her voice was shaking, she really was scared.

"Nothing. Everything is fine." He answered, but not convincing enough.

"I don't believe you. Tell me. Don't you trust me?" she asked.

"Of course I trust you. I just do not want to bother you with this. Not now anyway." He said avoiding eye contact.

"When will you tell me then? She asked.

Damn her curiosity. Always so nosy and sweet.

He simply kissed her forehead and sighted, "tonight. Meet me in the astronomy tower at 6."

"Eh...okay." She looked so confused. Anyway, he couldn't really blame her. He was acting quite weird. He was not like her. He was not an actor.

He had spent his holiday reading about the musicals she had played in. He had red about her. It was all good reviews. She actually was very good. He hoped he would get a chance to see her in action once.

He tucked a lock behind her ear; eyes looked into those beautiful warm hazel eyes. Leaning forward he captured her perfect shaped lips, and pressed into them. She responded the kiss quickly, and when he let his tongue on her lips, asking for entrance, she gave it to him gladly.

They were cut off by a mysterious voice. "I don't think anyone is here." The first voice said. "No...we are all alone" answered the second voice.

Hermione and Draco looped themselves out from the desk they had been "cuddling up on". He took her hand and guided her to the other side of the room, behind a desk.

"Look! A mistletoe....probably nargles in here" the second voice said. Hermione clenched a hand in front of her mouth to prevent a gasp. It was Luna freaking Lovegood. "I love it when you talk crazy to me," stated the first voice.

Draco fake gagged. He thought he recognized the voice. Yes...oh...no.... It was Blaze freaking Zabini. His best mate. In the room with Looney....

He looked at Hermione who was just as shocked as him. Zabini and Lovegood. Who would have guessed?

They stayed under the desk for 15 minutes. Listening to Looney and Blaise's snogging. Hermione was lying with her head turned into Draco's chest, and he felt her every move. They laughed silently together.