It was hot as fuck in my room.
My window was completely open and the wind blew my curtains so far out I thought they were gonna come off.
It was a humid, hot summer night and you still laid with me. My hair was sweat out and all I wore was a t shirt and spandex, but you thought I was the most beautiful girl in the world.
Your chest was really cold and I have no idea how you were so cold because I was burning up. You held me and let me lay on you while I was hot.
Lowkey, I wish someone took a picture of us because we looked crazy. We were stretched out over the entirety of my queen bed, my legs up against the wall sometimes. Talusa sat her furry head on my side, going to sleep on me, but she was really cute and I didn't wanna wake her up so I left her there.
Me stretched on you, my ear up against your chest, I could hear your heart beating. It sounded like a bass drum in my ear and if I were a doctor I'd say you sounded pretty healthy to me. Ba dum, ba dum, ba dum. Mine probably sounded like that too, just five times faster. You make me nervous still.
Your brown eyes peered into mine and made my heart skip a beat before you gave me a kiss on the forehead and sighed. How did I ever get so lucky to have someone like you? Someone who loves me unconditionally with all his heart. It's amazing how much love you have for me everyday and continue to have. It's like you never run out.
You slid out from under me and went to use my bathroom. I sighed, overwhelmed by my love for you too. It's crazy because I really don't deserve you, but you can't even see it. There are so many other girls that could give you way more than I could, yet you still only see me. You came back into my room smelling like my apple hand soap and went back into your spot. Me laid on your cold chest, your fingers running through my hair.
I love you.
-k
