Oh My God He Loves Me; A Danisnotonfire fanfic

Chapter 21

I drop my fork and stare right at Dan.

"No Dan we're not going to start this." I say.

"Samantha I do and you have no idea how much I missed you." Dan says.

"Dan stop you have a girlfriend." I say.

"I know." He says. He stares at me while I eat. I get up and walk into the lounge and see Phil and Emma cuddling on the sofa watching an episode of Doctor Who that i've seen. I go and sit on the other sofa and look around on Tumblr. Dan comes and sits next to me. I half believe he wants me to just lean against him. It's 11:00 at night and I guess I have to stay.

"Where am I sleeping?" I ask.

"You can take my bed. I'll sleep down here." Dan says. I nod then stand up.

"Night guys." I say then run up the stairs. I lay down on the side Dan sleeps on. I want Dan to come and just lay next to me but I know he won't.

About an hour later I hear someone come up the stairs and walk in the door. I can tell it's Dan. He takes his pants and shirt off then changes his pants. He sits on the bed and stares at me. He takes my hand and pulls up my sleeve and looks at my cuts. I hear him sigh then roll my sleeve back down. He moves my bangs out of my eyes. I groan then open my eyes. I look up at him.

"Sorry." He whispers.

"Will you sleep with me?" I ask. He thinks for a bit then lays down next to me. "Goodnight Dan."

"Night Sam." He says. It stays silent for a while until I break the silence.

"I love you." I whisper lowly.

"What?" He asks.

"Nothing." I say.

"Okay. Goodnight." He says.

The next morning i'm woken up by Dan's phone going off. I look at Dan who is getting up and grabbing his phone. He looks at me and smiles then answers his phone.

"Hello?...Oh hey babe." He says. I roll my eyes then turn around and fall asleep. "Yeah...oh I was just sleeping...no it's fine babe...not right now...maybe later?...okay Emma is over and we're supossed to go out somewhere with Phil...uh no Samantha isn't here she doesn't talk to me...no I don't think about her. She doesn't matter...okay bye." I look at Dan with a what the fuck face. "No Sam I didn't mean it."

"WELL YOU SURE DID IF SHE ASKED YOU THEN YOU SAID NO! YOU PROBABLY SAY SHIT ABOUT ME ALL THE TIME DON'T YOU DAN!?" I yell. I get out of bed then quickly pull my pants on. "I THOUGHT WE WE'RE ACTUALLY GOING TO BE FRIENDS AGAINBUT YOU DON'T EVEN CARE ABOUT ME DAN!" Tears are already coming out of my eyes. What a way to wake up huh? I run down the stairs and Emma and Phil are sitting on the sofa.

"Sam?" Emma asks.

"DON'T LET ME NEAR THAT FUCKING LIAR EVER AGAIN!" I yell then run out the door.

Dan's POV

I hear her yell "DON'T LET ME NEAR THAT FUCKING LIAR EVER AGAIN!" Then the front door slam.

"DAN!" Phil yells. I sit on the bed and put my head in my hands.

I let her go again! I don't even like Cat! I just got with her to try and forget about Samantha but I will never forget about Samantha! After seeing her like that and knowing I caused her to be like that hurts me. Should I try and text her? It might annoy her but atleast she will know I care. I text her quickly then run downstairs and grab my coat.

"Dan what did you do to her?" Emma asks. I ignore her then run out of the house. I run all the way to my friend Carries place and bang on the door. She opens it and looks at me weirdly.

"Dan why are you here?" She asks.

"Girl problems." I say then walk in. She closes the door behind me and follows me into her lounge. I sit on the sofa and she sits next to me.

"What happened?" She asks. I take a deep breath.

"Well, Samantha cought me kissing Cat when she was going to the hospital to see Emma. I got with Cat and Sam was gone for a month. When she came back she was in depression, she was skinner, she cut, and she never talked because of me. Well she ended up sleeping over and we slept in the same bed. My phone went off and woke us both up. It was Cat and she asked if I missed Sam and things like that and I said no she didn't matter and stuff like that. Samantha heard it then she ran out of the house crying. I loved her Carrie and I don't know what to do." I say.

"Well first of all you shouldn't have said that in front of a girl in depression, and who was trying to build her trust back up. She's soft right now Dan and that probably hurt her badly. If I was you, I would want to go find her, to tell her how much you love her but you can't do that. You need to wait a day or 2 for her to cool off." Carrie says.

"What if she kills herself in that time." I ask, looking down at my hands.

"She most likely won't so she can see what is going to happen next." Carrie says. I nod.

"Thanks Carrie." I say. She nods. I get up and run outside.

Samantha's POV

I knew I shouldn't have went there with Emma. I though Dan was actually going to try and become friends with me again. I walked to a part of town that I never been too and it's only 10 minutes. There are many people walking around though. I sit on a bench for about another 10 minutes. I keep looking at the people but one guy stands out. He's taller then most of the people and...IT'S DAN! I get up and follow him to another apartment building. He goes in with this girl with big blonde hair. Carrie. 5 minutes later I see him walk out. He looks over at where i'm sitting and we make eye contact. I get up then start running.

"SAMANTHA!" Dan yells then catches up to me.

"What Dan." I say.

"I'm sorry! I just wanted to build your trust up but I just broke it down." Dan says but gets interupted by fangirls screaming his name.

"DANISNOTONFIRE!" About 3 girls yell. Dan stops then looks at them.

"Not now, and you might want to get this on camera." Dan says.

"Dan stop." I say.

"I love you Samantha and i'm sorry. I wish this would have never happened! Cat is the one who kissed me first. I just didn't try to tell you because I knew you would get pissed off. I don't even like Cat more then a friend! I just got with her to try and forget about about you but I can't forget about you. I love you Samantha and I don't know what else to say." Dan says. I look up at Dan.

"I-I love you too Dan." I whisper. "But you have a girlfriend."

"Don't worry about her. I just want to be with you." Dan says. I shake my head then laugh a little bit.

"Just shutup and kiss me you loser." I say. He leans down and kisses me and I hear the fans awwing in the background. He pulls away and smiles at me.

"So whos ready to get a picture!"