"Harry I'm gonna go shower okay? so if you need anything...well...help yourself" I brushed my wavy hair as I stood infront of the mirror, wearing Harry's black shirt and a pair of dark blue skinnies. When I didn't get a reply I looked towards where my curly-haired boyfriend sat, expecting to see him completely indulged in his cell phone, but instead his eyes were fixed on me.
"What?" I asked him, chuckling a bit, but Harry didn't shift his gaze. He slowly got up, eyes locked with mine as he walked towards me. As he got closer I saw the look in his eyes, the look I knew I couldn't avoid for a long time. The look I knew would eventually come around.
"Why?" he took another step towards me, standing right infront of me now.
"What why baby?" I laughed nervously.
"Why do you have to walk around looking so damn sexy all the time? Do you know how hard it is to control myself around you? Especially when you wear my clothes..." Harry's eyes lingered down to my neckline, finger-tips tracing the collar bones that were much more prominent in his shirt.
"Umm...I'm sorry...I didn't know...I won't wear them again-" Harry cut me off by pushing me against the wall, large hands holding me firm against it by the waist.
"Khadiijjjaaaaa....you have to stop torturing meee..." he almost whined, the poor boy sounded so desperate. I had to bite my lip to hold back a smile. I almost gasped as Harry's hand started moving up my waist, I knew exactly where he was going. His eyes were locked on my lips and I felt my heart-rate increase. Harry knew this was out of bounds. He better not make a move, I don't know if I'll be able to control myself.
"Baby you knew all this before we got together...I told you I can't-"
"I know I know I knoooowwwwww" Harry whined as he leaned his forehead against mine, closing his eyes in an attempt to calm himself down, he looked so adorable trying to control himself, I couldn't help but giggle.
"You look so helpless right now cutie, I could just kiss you" I whispered against his lips, which caused him to groan.
"Then kiss me! Pleeeaasseeeeee kissss meeee! I WANT YOU TO KISS ME!" he whined aloud which caused me to laugh.
"UGHH. I HATE YOU" Harry backed away, hitting his fist in the wall. My laughing stopped and I stood there, blinking at him.
"You hate me?" there was no hiding the pain in my voice.
"NO! I LOVE YOU" Harry passed a hand through his hair before looking up at me. "You know that I love you babe, I always will. You know why I said 'I hate you' right? Not because I hate hate you but because I hate that I can't have you and kiss you, which I want to, all the time, and I can't and I just-" I cut him off by running and wrapping my arms around him tightly. I held him close to me, wrapping my arms firmly around his neck and shoulders. Harry sighed before wrapping his arms around my waist, squeezing me into himself. "I love you Khadija and I just want to show you that I care" he hid his face in my hair, taking in the scent. I melt into is strong arms, letting him have as much of me as he possibly could.
"I know how you feel Harry...I have these moments too..." he nodded, tightening his grip "I'm sorry Harry...I'm sorry I can't give you everything you need" Harry stopped nodding and lifted his head back, finding my eyes with his own. I felt like crying, I couldn't give him everything he wanted. I just wanted him to be happy.
"Hey hey hey....look at me" his voice was gentle yet firm as a single tear rolled down my cheek and he wiped it away. "Khadija, look at me" I looked up at him with watered eyes and he sadly smiled at me. "Are you crazy girl? If it were any other girl, she'd be pissed off about me crossing the boundaries we made but you're sitting here, crying about the fact that I can't have what I want? Are you even real?" I gave him a confused as he sat me down on the bed and sat down infront of me "I'm the luckiest guy alive to have a girlfriend like you. You're amazing okay? And you should know that. As far as the physical part of our relationship goes...well that's just random hormonal drives and sexual frustration building up..." he waved his hands in the air which caused me to laugh. He smiled and then continued "Yeah yeah...we both have our share of those" he rolled his eyes "BUT what's important is that we have each other. AND I'll love you more than anything, even if I can't kiss you. I'll give you all the time you need love...all the time you need" he gently kissed my forehead before slapping my bum "Now go shower girl! Or I'll lose myself again seeing you in my shirt" I kissed his eyelids before bouncing off the bed.
"You're the best Harry and I love you too" I smiled and bounced to the bathroom.
Pulling on my tights and a kurta *a long shirt that goes down to your knees with a short slit on either side* I made my way to my amazing boyfriend who lay on his stomach, soft snores escaping his angelic lips as he slept. I smiled as I got into bed with him, cuddling up next to his figure, welcoming his warmth that embraced me. Harry shifted slightly and smiled with closed eyes, wrapping an arm around me as he pulled me into him. I pressed my lips against his temple as he placed his head on my chest. Harry loved sleeping that way and I loved how his curls tickled my neck as he slept. I gently played with Harry' hair as I watched him sleep.
"What time is it love?" He mumbled against my skin.
"Almost 7 baby, why?"
"We're spending the night at my place today. I need to check on a few things....wake me up in an hour"' he hardly got the words out before drifting off to dreamland again.
"Okay love. I will"
