The vibration from somewhere underneathe me woke me up. Unwillingly, I tore my eyes open, only to discover that the vibration was coming from a cellphone which was lost somewhere in the mess of sheets, pillows and two bodies. I blinked a couple of times to get a better view and found Liam's face a few inches under mine. Oh...so I had slept on top of him. I blushed at the realization of how close we were and gently tried to lift my body off his...but it seemed like that wouldn't be possible. He had his arms securely wrapped around my waist, holding me firmly against himself. I looked around for the phone that continued to vibrate...uggghhhh...where are youuuu. I slid my hands under the sheets and pillows but to no avail, and that's when the realization hit me...the phone was under Liam. How did he not wake up from the constant vibration? He must be a heavy sleeper. I gently slipped my hand under Liam's back, dipping my head to the side and flipped my long hair to the same side so that I'd be in a more comfortable position. I made sure I was extra careful, I didn't want to wake Liam up, afterall, he looked so peaceful in his sleep...and quite cute too actually...focus woman focus! I moved my hand around a bit, furrowing my eyebrows together as I focused. Wow..Liam sure radiates a lot of heat, the sheet was really warm under him. Ahaa! my hand landed on the phone and I grabbed it and was just about to pull it out when Liam moved. He let out a cute little moan before tightening his grip around me, pressing me further into him. Moving a little, I pulled my hand out from under his back and shifted to look at him as a few of my locks fell on his face, making me bite my lip as I thought that would wake him up, but to my relief it didn't. Sighing in relief, I raised my free right hand to his face and gently started removing my hair away, but Liam slowly opened his eyes when my fingers accidently brushed against his skin. My hand froze in place when he opened his eyes and looked directly into mine. His eyebrows furrowed a bit for a second before the creases smoothed away and his gaze intensified. I don't know why, but he didn't say a word.. .and neither did I. It was the first time I'd noticed how beautiful his eyes were...deep pools of chocolate brown, deep pools you could get lost into, just like I was right now. My face was directly above his and I hadn't noticed how close they were until I realized that I could feel his warm breath on my lips. There were hardly three inches between us. I don't know how long we kept looking at each other like that but it seemed like time was moving really slow. Without breaking eye-contact, Liam slowly lifted his left hand and gently moved away the hair that fell on his face, his hand brushing against mine that was still next to Liam's face. He slowly moved the strand of hair behind my ear, in all the while our eye-contacting intensifying. I would always blush and look down whenever Harry did that, but I didn't, instead I looked right back at those chocolate pools, my eyes holding hundreds of unanswered questions.
"What are you doing?" my voice was firm but still came out a whisper. Liam didn't answer, his eyes moved down to my slightly parted lips and then back up again. It wasn't like I didn't know the answer to my own question, I partially did, and that was exactly what scared me.
"Liam..." I felt his hand move around my waist and I closed my eyes, letting out a breath I didn't know I was holding. "I can't do this" his hand stopped moving "just stop. Stop doing whatever it is that you think you're doing...just no. This can't happen-no. NO." my eyes were still closed and my heart-beat suddenly increased. I wasn't oblivious to the feelings I had for Liam, I never was.
"Open your eyes" his voice was a husky whisper. I reluctantly opened my eyes but kept my gaze low, I didn't dare look up at him, my heartbeat racing with every passing second. " Look me in the eye and tell me that you have no feelings for me at all...and we'll end everything before it even started" my eyes suddenly shot up to his face and found his immediately.
"What??" there was no hiding the shock and pain in my voice or on my face. "Don't...don't make me do that..." I felt my eyes well up. Liam sighed and gently placed a hand on my cheek, stroking my skin with his thumb.
