Unfortunately I Know Everything

Danger in Paradise

Soundtrack:
1.Rooty - Pray
2.Halsey - Not afraid anymore

**Anisia's POV**

There's been almost a month since I've seen Nathaniel for the last time. Well, big role played the fact that I was avoiding him in any possible way. Including, locking myself at home to study for the most difficult and important exams in my life, going to school on foot every day, and everything that kept me away from Nathaniel's range. Sometimes Sue was coming home to study too, even though when she was coming we didn't study much. I thought I couldn't live without seeing him, but I was doing a pretty good job. He never left my mind, but I was capable of moving on with my life. I couldn't start anything with a boy because I liked no one. Except him. And he was out of the context. Yet, I didn't mind that much the fact of being single.

"Did you learn Emily Dickinson's poems? I stayed till 2 last night and still couldn't finish them," Sue told me while we were heading towards our physics class.

"I had some difficulty with them, but yes I did finish them," I answered. I loved poetry and literature but I couldn't imagine myself becoming a writer or a poet someday. My dream was the police academy. I would die if I didn't get in.

"Ok. Can you help me with it tonight?" Sue looked at me pleadingly.

"Sure I will," I said with a big smile and hugged her. I loved that girl. If only she knew my biggest secrets. If only I could tell her everything about me and she could accept me. Ah what a crazy hope...

In physics I noticed that James sat on the desk next to mine. The last one month we haven't  spoken to each other again, but he was looking at me, observing me all the time. It was somehow creepy because it looked like he was searching for something to destroy me. He seemed obsessed with that idea and it scared me. As I was paying no attention to him I had a vision again.

James sent me a written on a sheet message that made me shiver. "I am so close to putting that uncle behind bars so finally you will be over him." I wrote down on the paper asking him what was he talking about. He just destroyed the paper into small pieces of debris and grinned evily at me.

The vision ended, and in 5 minutes I experienced the whole situation again in real life. I started to tremble a little bit and I had no idea what I had to do with this little but precise information. I thought about it during the whole lesson and the only idea I actually had was... That I had to speak to Nathaniel. He would take me for very immature and all that, but I had to tell him. He was a lawyer after all, so he had to be ahead and have the chance to protect himself. I had no idea what James's plan was and what he had against me. I really hoped he didn't have anything strong against Nathaniel. If this happened, it would be all because of me and my insane ex boyfriend. I didn't want to destroy Nathaniel's perfect life. He seemed such a good person and didn't desarve it.

With the last bell I asked Su if she wanted to study at her place for Poetry. She agreed quickly without even giving it a thought. Why did I do that? I was hoping that Nathaniel would happen to be there at the time so I could tell him about James and his evil plan. I don't know if I will find the strength to talk to him at all, but I had to try.

"Do you want to stay for dinner?" Su asked me enthusiastically. She really liked having me around during family gatherings. I could easily say that she was considering me a sister of hers, yet I wasn't ready to tell her my deepest secret.

"It will be too late Su. I would like to go home early and have dinner with my mum," I answered and remembered how amazing it was the last one month when I was having dinner with my mum almost every night. We were spending more time together, now that I was always staying at home. I could also see how much my mum liked it. We have become closer lately.