Unfortunately I Know Everything

Unfair Game

Soundtrack:
1. Linkin Park - Heavy
2. Fleurie - Hurts like hell

***Nathaniel's POV***

I was so close to her, looking deeply in her eyes and even knowing that I had to go back and just leave this moment of weakness behind, I wanted it. I wanted her. And it has been killing me to look at her and play it cool. It was like living hell to feel this desire to kiss her, but to feel guilty every time I thought of it, of HER. I don't know what was so different in her, but I had never felt such a strong passion towards anyone else.

My poor Scarlet.

I was such an asshole and I knew it. I hated myself for that. Imagine how strong this feeling is,that I left behind all the thoughts, forgot the voices speaking from the depths of my conscience and gave up to the sweet desire. I cut the distance to minimum as to finally taste her tempting lips. I was so close to achieving what I desired for so long... But she held back! I couldn't believe it. Not that all the girls were falling at my feet but she was definitely showing some signs of the same desire. I was sensing that tension between us everytime I was around her. And still she rejected me by saying:

"I need to tell you something. It's not that I don't want it, but there might be danger in your paradise."

I didn't know what she meant but it looked serious. Of course, she did want it, but there was something bigger happening here and she looked afraid of it.

In the car as I was taking her home she explained everything. I can't believe that her stupid immature ex boyfriend was threatening her and me with exposing US. First, there was no US. Right? Just what I asked Sia to assure myself. There couldn't be anything happening between us.

I became more concerned when she averted her gaze away from me and answered my question with uncomfortable silence. She was feeling something, I guess. Can it be possible that something was happening and we still haven't acknowledged it, or are we refusing to accept it?

"Nothing is hapening, right Sia?" I asked again demanding an answer.

"I cannot answer you on that Nate," she answered and then I was sure that this was not just one usual crush. I felt her unspoken words deep inside of me, as if connecting with her through telepathy. Something weird was going on in my stomach, it felt as if I had a hard ball inside.

I turned to look at her and she did the same. The moment our eyes met something weird happened and I wasn't sure how to react after it.

I had a vision from the future.

I saw that I was pressing the Jaguar to go faster, searching for something through the roads. It was raining hard but I didn't care because I was feeling certain urge inside me. I was feeling scared, and... in love. Then I saw HER; the one I was searching in that brutal weather. I halted my car immediately and heard how my tires screeched. I quickly rushed towards her with the rain still pouring strongly on us. I took her in my arms and kissed her as if I had thought that I lost her. I loved the feeling of her lips on mine and I wanted it to last forever, to have these lips and kiss them whenever I wanted to. But then the vision stopped.

I was left breathless. The feeling from the vision hadn't even faded when I returned to reality seeing a car coming towards us, beeping. I realized that the vision I had was nothing like the others; it had put me in a trance till it ended. I wasn't seing the road, I had gone on the opposite line. I reacted fast enough and turned back to the right lane. Then I checked on Sia, who also looked puzzled. It was weird that she didn't tell me I was going out of the road. But why?