Always💜 (S.M)

18

Bella

I try my best to shelter my phone as I select the contact chase entered into my phone. After about 3 rings I am immediately met with blaring music and a faint cheer in the background yelling "Chug! Chug!"

I then hear laughter and the voice that belongs to it.

"Bella? wasssup baby!'

"Chase? Are you drunk?" I replied yelling into my phone.

"No silly.. what can I do for ya Bellz?"

That name only came out of one persons mouth and only theirs.

"It's Bella... and I was going to ask you for a ride home but its okay I can tell your busy."

"Don't be stupid of course ill drive you home I was about to leave anyway... where are you?"

"About a block away from the field. Really Chase I can wa-"

I was cut off.

"on my way."

I put my phone in my small backpack and stood there in the rain that was only growing heavier. That was until I saw an old navy blue jeep swerve dangerously around the corner and stop right next to me.

Chase's dusty blonde hair was all messed up and the top button of his shirt was undone. He smiled at me and patted the passengers seat on the other side of him gesturing for me to get it. I went around and opened the door, having to climb the tall car to get seated in the beat up truck.

He surprisingly hugs me really tightly out of nowhere and I immediately smell the burning alcohol he had been drinking . It was then I knew this was a bad idea.

"Chase.. you're drunk let me drive."

"I assure you bellz- Bella that I am certainly not drunk."

I sunk down quietly in my seat.

We were driving dangerously fast and swerved around the first of many corners we had to encounter on the way to my house.

I feel chase's big hand on my knee with his thumb stroking comfortingly. Even though he should have both hands on the wheel it feels safer under someone's touch.

My eyes close and I begin to drift into a cloudy state with the steady rumbling of the cars engine in the background.

This peaceful state is suddenly interrupted when I feel Chase's hand slip to my thigh. I ignore it. He was drunk. He wouldn't do anything... would he?

I sit upright and his hand doesn't budge. 5 minute later it slips higher and higher until it's right by...

Then I slap it away but not too hard.

"Chase?! What the he'll are you doing??"

"Relaxxxx babe let me take care of ya."

"Just take me home. Thanks for the ride.."

We are two and a half blocks away when he stops the car literally in the middle of the road.

He turns his gaze from the street in front of him to my worried expression.

He gives me a devilish smirk that frightens me and I'm not sure why.

Then he aggressively put his lips to mine and traces his tongue along my bottom lip but my mouth stays in a straight line and my eyes always open.

I attempt to push him off but I'm weak and he's strong. I really need to build some muscle oh my goodness.

I start going crazy when he trails his lips down my neck and puts his hands on my waist. When his lips part from my I immediately scream as loud as I possibly could. I was not about to let this fucking happen to me.

"CHASE GET THE FUCK OFF I SWEAR TO FUCKING GOD!!!"

Just then we hear a loud beeeeeeeeeeeppppp and a pair of headlights swerve around us making chase release me.

This also opens the perfect opportunity for me to sprint out the car. I go for the handle and it's thankfully unlocked. I scream "FUCK YOU YOU DIRTBAG" before slamming the door and sprinting to my house which he luckily doesn't follow me to. As I get to my door I feel the tears and emptiness in my hear flood back in as I crash unsteadily through my front door. My mom is sound asleep and I have school the next day so I tiredly change and slip into my covers forgetting to do one thing before I fall deeply asleep.

Call Shawn.

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I wake up the next morning with 12 missed calls from Shawn and 9 from Chase. Also SOOO many texts from them both.

SHAWNYY:
Bella? You good?
SHAWNYY:
Hello?
SHAWNYY:
Bellz it's been 30 minutes did you fall asleep are you at home
SHAWNYY:
Bella please answer I'm not going to be able to sleep.
SHAWNYY:
BELLA!!!!!!!!!!!

{Shawn}
That night

Okay it's been 10 minutes since we talked that's not long.

Now it's 20.

Now 30 and she promised to call me.

I text her. No answer.

I text her another 10 minutes later. No answer.

Again. No answer.

What the fuck happened to her. She could have fell asleep but something else could have gone on.

I got my duffel bag out while I continued to text her.

{Bella}
Back to the morning

SHAWNYY:
Bella please bestfriend please.

SHAWNYY:
Oh my god I'm actually panicking now Bella please tell me you're asleep in your bed pleaseeeee

Then the messages from Chase started piling on.

Chase:
Holy shit Bella I'm such a dick I was drunk last night and literally just remembered what happened.

Chase:
I understand you probably don't want to ever see me again but I assure you it wasn't the real me. Please give me another chance I really like you.

More from Shawn.

I finally read through all the text when I got another one.

SHAWNYY:
Almost there. I'll be there for you.

I couldn't comprehend what he was talking about so I kind of froze. I finally started to type when I heard my doorbell ring twice.

My hair was still curly at the tips from yesterday and looked quite pretty but I had booty shorts and an oversized white t shirt on.

I didn't really care.

I ran downstairs but slowed when I was only two feet away from the door.

I could hear heavy rain outside.

I twisted the door knob and slowly opened the door.

I know you're thinking it was Shawn.

And you're right.