My Poetry Book: Finding Who I Am

Where Were You

Where were you?

You the little bastard who put everything on me

Huh!?

Now I'm stuck in this world all alone

You said we could conquer the world

And the second things get tough you abandon me

With the next pretty thing in a skirt

Saying the sweet lies you said once to me to her

The hurt you put me through the hope you made me feel

Where did it all go

Are you telling me the late nights we stayed up talking together meant nothing to you

Do you mean to say that the hopes and dreams you put into my naive little mind were all for nothing

The way I changed myself for you are you saying it was all for naught

You lying JERK

You said you loved me you put your problems on me and i shared my secrets to you

You stomped on my already broken heart that you supposedly fixed

My face you told me was beautiful gets me nowhere

The mind I posses that you told me held your greatest desires are you saying that you lied about that too?!

I loved you!

I held you!

I helped you try and conquer the world

And you left!

My broken self

Pathetic excuse for a woman you made me

So I ask you once more just for clarification

You left because of me

Even though you came to get me and took me away to a fake paradise where you said we would be happy

Now I'm left alone to reflect

To see what a monster you were

What a pathetic idiot I became

A far cry from the strong intelligent woman I used to be

Here I am left in the rain wondering where the hell I went wrong