kind of a badass//Carl Gallagher

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"who's Trevor?" I asked quizzically. Lip answered for him. "His ex." My eyes widened. I was not expecting him to be gay. He was too hot to be gay. I had a gay best friend back in Texas but Ian didn't sound like my friend. "Oh. I mean was his dick good, at least?"
Ian began to laugh. I was confused. Especially when lip joined in and so did Carl. "What?" I asked, eyes wide with curiousity. "Well it was silicon." I raised an eyebrow at the attractive redhead, taking the last swig of my beer. "He's transgender." My eyes widened this time but out of realization. "Wait so you aren't gay?"
They began laughing again. "No I am. With Trevor it was a weird concept to me too. But yeah I'm gay." I nodded.

"Hey Carl. Why don't you go put some clothes on." Lip attempted to push Carl to the stairs but Carl stood still. "It's comfortable like this. Plus it's easier access." Carl winked at me. I shook my head. I had to try and end whatever he thought he was doing. "Listen Carl. I'm not just a fuck anymore. And I mean, I just got here. Chill out okay? Be friends." I put a hand on his shoulder to show I was serious.
He rolled his eyes. "Okay well. Ill go put some clothes on." He walked up the stairs. "Holy shit!" Lip exclaimed. "That worked?" He chuckled again. I shrugged. "What do you mean anymore?" Ian asked based off of the statement I gave Carl.

"I had a pretty messed up life. I mean you guys should understand. Plus I lived in a small town it was the only thing to do." I explained a bit why I was reckless for a while. They nodded as a sign they understood.

"Delilah Kev wants me over at the house you want to stay?" V walked into the kitchen asking me. I nodded. I didn't really feel like staying over much longer. It was late and I really wanted a nap now that I had two beers in my system. "ill come with you. Unless you guys are trying to have some alone time. I'm just tired." She shrugged. "i mean if you don't mind hearing stuff." Fiona ran up behind her. "You can stay here if you want. Like a sleep over." She smiled brightly. "Yeah she can stay in my bed." Carl spoke walking up behind Fiona. "You are funny." I retorted back at him. "You can stay in any room you'd like. Even mine." She lifted her brows showing kind eyes. Reassuring she meant what she was saying. "Any time you'd like. Just like V and Kevin. Me Casa e Su Casa." Her almost perfect teeth showing in her smile. "Okay V. go have fun. if the babies let you." I laughed. She hugged me then left. "well I'm sorry I cant stay up any longer. I have work in the morning. Liam snuck in and went to bed while you guys were talking. So, don't make a bunch of noise. Watch a movie or something and Delilah you are welcome to anything in the fridge." She hugged me then went up to her room.

"We can watch deadpool." Lip suggested, standing by the Tv, going through the movies. I nodded. I deadpool is one of my fa vorites. I sat on the couch as Ian sat on the floor. Lip plugged in the movie and sat on the couch next to me. carl sat to my right. It was 11 at night and our dinner managed to be a bag of popcorn. The room was silent and dark, minus the TV light. We were focused on the movie. Well, my focus broke off around the middle of the movie when lip had his hand on my thigh towards the knee. when the movie finally ended I stood up quickly. Lip's hand falling off of my knee. "Anyone want more popcorn?" They all shook their head, but I went into the kitchen anyways to throw the bag away.

"Is a batman marathon cool?" Ian called out from the living room. "Yeah I love those movies." I answered. Trying to find a cup for some ice water. "hey I didn't like freak you out or anything right?" Lip questioned, walking up behind me. "No. Just like I told Carl." He nodded. "Well, i'll respect that. I'm sorry. I mean you're right we don't know much about each other. We can leave that to tomorrow." He smiled. He kissed me on the cheek softly. when he backed away he chuckled, putting a cigarette between his teeth. "Whoops." He lit the cigarette then reached in the cabinet above me. Pulling out a cup. "Thanks." I laughed shaking my head. "Listen i'm going to go lay down. you guys enjoy batman. Let me know if carl tries anything." He walked up the stairs.

I guzzled my water down and sat on the couch. Ian was now laying on the floor, batman on the tv.

Around the second batman movie, Ian had fallen asleep and Carl was closer than before. "So tell me about you. Quietly though." Carl spoke in a low voice. I had to admit it was hot. "Well, I mean you know about my fucked up life. ive done a lot of illegal shit, I love soccer and track, I am a laid back person. I mean really just ask me anything and ill answer. But its only fair if I ask you too." He agreed to the ordeal and we spent time getting to not be strangers and become close friends.

I learned that he was in Juvie and an incident turned himself around. I learned all of his favorite hobbies, interests, things, ect. He was actually a really cool person in my opinion. Definitely someone I want to be friends with. "So yeah. Guys used me. but its not like it was a lot of them. It's cool though. I didn't mind it." He shook his head at my statement. "No girl should be treated that way. Those Texas guys do not know how to respect women. They think they are real thugs like you say, but that's just low." We were facing each other and the movie was over. What he was saying had this weird effect on me. I wanted carl as a friend. But the feeling in my stomach was telling me otherwise with his last statement. He began to look into my eyes. Deeply. He was leaning in. for a moment I thought I was going to let him kiss me.

My senses kicked in and I couldn't do that to myself. or him. I turned my head and his lips collided with my cheek. He backed away. His head fell to the couch. "I'm.. sorry. I thought... I mean I know what you told me earlier and the signs you were giving me were telling me to get lost. But the moment..." I nodded. "I know. Its okay. Just don't speak of it." he nodded and we put in the other movie. I fell asleep pretty fast after that.

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Authors note

I tried with this chapter... I think it still kind of sucks... let me know what you guys think... I have yet to get any feedback.... ugh... does it suck that bad guys? I just idk...... I suck at writing lol I'm literal trash

Muah,

Deli xx