For The Best Of Us⇝j.s

Chapter: 8️⃣

It feels like I'm sitting in a puddle of tears, from how much I've been crying.

I've been through so much & no matter how hard I try everything just crashes apart.

First it was my abusive parents, then my cheating boyfriend, & now I could possibly be losing my home.

I had gotten a letter this morning saying that the rent would be rising and I could barely pay it now since Jake left me. This was the cheapest thing I found around here & now I don't know what's gonna happen.

I have no one.

well...

I did have Jacob, I mean I think he really likes me & maybe he could help me? No. I really didn't want to drag him into my problems, he's too good for me. I feel like if we end up dating,I'll just drag him down... but hey, who knows?

Anyways I really like what we are right now and I don't want that to change by this problem. I have a few weeks until I need to make my decision so I'll figure something out.

I stand up, and bring my self together. I go shower. I was off today and I wanted to do something fun to cheer me up.

I decided since I have so many gift cards saved up, that I would go use them at the mall.

I threw on a crop top & some Nike sweatpants.

As for my hair, I just let it roam, I was too lazy to fix it up.

I grab a breakfast sandwich from my fridge & eat it before I go.

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It was so crowded at the mall, which was expected since it was Saturday.

I stroll around stores grabbing a few clothing items that I like.

I got some pretty revealing things, since I'm free now. I mean, after all, I'm back on the menu.

I stumble across Victoria secret & I knew I needed some new lingerie since my old ones would only remind me of Jake. Ew.

I walk inside the  room full of underwear and look around.

I come across this cute silky red two piece which I had to get it was so so adorable!