I stood in the shower, underneath the skin melting hot water. I still had sapphire on my mind and to be honest she hasn't left, Not a single day has gone by when sapphire hasn't been on my mind.
Its only been what a couple days since everything has happened and I can't seem to get that all this really has happened, "Why can't I just think and be normal." I whispered, rinsing my coconut body wash off. I got out of the shower and dried my body off with my soft brown towel.
"Amethyst." I yelled, and wrapped the towel around me. I pushed the door open and walked to my bedroom and dropped the towel, "Amethyst, are you home ?" I yelled again and through a plain over size T-shirt on.
"Or don't answer me that's cool to." I walked out my room and walked into hers, and found amethyst face first on her bed, "What the hell are you doing ?" I kicked amethysts clothes and the rest of her junk that was on her floor out of my way and pushed her body over and sat down next to her.
"Amethyst, you okay?" I poked her shoulder, I sat up against the wall and poked her again, "Stop poking me ruby." Amethyst slapped my hand away from her, "Answer me, when I say something." I pause as I heard amethyst soft snore, "of course you'd fall asleep." I signed and got up and left for my bedroom.
I climbed on my bed and pulled the covers over my head and rested my head on my pillow, "I miss you sapphire." I cuddled with my bodie pillow and closed my eyes.
"So hurry up and get better," I paused trying to be strong and keep the tears in, "for me." sapphire was always the smarter, stronger one out of all of us and even though it didn't really show physically, you could tell by her mentality.
Her strength has nothing to do with her physical form although she is pretty strong with her physical form it all has to do with her mind and her heart she was so strong in many different ways.
I just hoped she could hold on, just for a little while longer I don't know what I would do if you couldn't hang on and just stay alive I would probably lose it and as stupid as it sounds I would shut everyone out it doesn't matter who it was I would shut them out.
I don't even know what to do now and sapphire isn't even dead she is only in the hospital, laying on the hospital bed looking lifeless as ever.
What scares me the most is how knows when you will wake up or if you even will and I know half the time I say that I'm not scared this is an exception .. because it looks like your time is almost up.
And that scares me even more.
This is literally the shortest chapter I've ever written EVER , guys I'm losing my touch (Not that I've every had the touch or what not .......) :( -QM
P.s
I just wanted to tell you that I won't be updating for a while because I'm going on a little vacation with my family and I don't want to be distracted . I don't really get to see much of my family anymore so I just want to spend sometime with them hopefully you guys won't be mad -QM
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My sapphire
Fanfic(Warning) There is a lot of errors! This has yet to be edited at all. I wanted to know everything about the girl laying in front of me, And more than anything, I wanted to feel her rough looking lips on mine. I slo...
