My sapphire

Chapter Twenty

The next morning I got up early with amethyst and got dressed for work, I missed to many days of work and I was really worried by now that I was fired and me and amethyst were behind on are rent.

I personally will take responsibility for that considering that the money where missing on the rent is the money I was supposed to be paying.

I pulled my shirt over my head and put my work pants on, "Amethyst are you ready?" I pulled my hair into a tight bun and went into the bathroom to brush my teeth, "Yeah ruby, I'm calling pearl to see if she can give us a ride."

I grabbed my tooth brush and put minty fresh toothpaste on it and started brushing my teeth, I spit and rinsed my mouth out with mouth wash, "Pearl said she'll be here in 10 minutes so be ready." I spit again and rinsed my tooth brush off and put it back and rushed to my room.

I put my socks and shoes on and picked up a few things in my room then I walked to the living room just as pearl had arrived at are apartment, "I call shot gun." Amethyst ran to the car and hopped in the front seat.

I rolled my eyes and got into the back seat, pearl smiled at the both of us before she kissed amethyst with a light sweet kiss. I turned my head to the side I couldn't bring myself to look at how happy pearl and ame were.

I mean don't get me wrong I'm totally happy for them, I just start to feel this emptiness in my chest and it hurts like hell. I can't really explain how empty I feel or how lost I am but It hurts.

Pearl pulled out of are drive way and drove away from the little apartment made just for two. I watched as it began to disappear I dont really know why but it kinda hurt to watch.

I put my work vest on and got ready to get out as pearl pulled into the parking lot of Wal-mart.

I signed as I knew my freedom was over. I knew all to well that I would be getting a ear load of crap when I walked into the buliding.

But I don't care about any of that, because what and who I care about is more than likely still dreaming.

I blew out air that wasn't needed and inhaled a fresh breath, getting out of the car I waited for amethyst to stop playing round with pearl.

I opened the car door and hopped out, "Amethyst come on." I started walking to the building still tired as hell.

And still hurt I physically felt like I had been beaten again and believe it or not I still felt the bruises mentally. I feel them even more now that sapphire isn't here distracting me from reality.

I'm not right without her.

~Sapphires pov~

I felt sleepy and numb like I haven't gotten up in a while. I could feel the tingles that came after the numbness feeling.

"When do you think she'll wake?" I felt a pair of lips press against my forehead.

I couldn't tell who it was but the voice I knew all to well it was my mother , her sweet and gentle voice now sounded hurt and it hurt me to know my own mother was in distress .

I wasn't to worried for my mom she was always a strong person and could handle pretty much anything .

I felt heard some movement again and then a door quietly shut. I was in the dark but I could feel that I wasn't cause of the heat I felt around me.

"I wonder where I am." I couldn't move and that scared me, this was just like one of those nightmares where you couldn't move and you felt like you couldn't breathe.

The numbness was sorta fading and the tingling at the tips of my fingers started to get worse.

"I wanna wake up." I wanted to scream and let someone know that I'm ready to get up and be with my loved ones .

But right now I'm not to sure how to even do anything or even if I can, "someone please help me.."

I wanted to open my eyes and see the colors again, "please help."
Tingling started to spread and it hurt, it felt like I was being shocked.

"Ruby," I didn't feel any movement or even hear any voices "Anyone .."

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Hey, guys whatcha doing ? Did you like the chapter, I hoped you did and did you see what was on the news ?

My prayers go out to those who died and who were injured. I sincerely hope everything goes fine with those who were injured and for those who lost there lives, you'll be missed and I hope that the family's make it through this tough time you have my prayer's.

I am truly sorry that this happened and I do wish that this had never happened.

R.I.P beautiful angles .

-Q.M.