Hello my beautiful penguins^_^ well today I had a good/bad day, but I hope you guys had an awesome day! OH and happy valentines day💘💌💝
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-Calum's POV-
"Okay Mikey, I think now's a good time to ask Luke, since Ashton is out with Kaitlin," I say to Michael as we walk into the other room, he nods his head and turns to Luke who is sitting in the back of the bus on his phone. "hey Luke?" "yeah mike?" Luke says looking at us instead of his phone, "we have to um tell you something..." I say looking at Michael. "wait, don't tell me that you are dating each other," Luke says, my eyes were wide open and I said, "oh gosh no! okay we're not gay!" "I'm just playing mate, whatcha guys need?" Luke asks us. "We'v- I mean Michael has been noticing that whenever you say or hear Kaitlin's name you sound a bit annoyed, mind telling us why?" Luke looks at us like ' um what no pfft....don't tell ash' kind of Luke. yeah sometimes we can tell what we want to say even without saying it, that's what happens when you spend most of the time with your best friends.
"I cant.." Luke says. "Why can't you tell us, Luke?" I asked Luke. "Because...i just...I'm scared of being judged..." Luke says putting his head in his hands, I look at Michael and tell Luke, "Luke we won't judge you we promise,"
-Luke's POV-
"Luke we won't judge you we promise," I hear Calum say as I have my head buried in my hands. I feel like crying because I just can't tell them I'm bi, I just cant. it's hard to tell your friends, especially if they're guys, they'll think that I'm weird and they might even kick me out of the band. "I wish I can tell you but I just don't want to ruin our friendship, I don't want you guys thinking I'm weird And should stop hanging out with you guys.." I tell them. "Luke...you can trust us, why are you annoyed by saying or hearing Kaitlin's name?" "DONT SAY HER NAME!" I yell as I feel a tear rolling down my cheek. "I-I'm sorry, I-I'm just not ready to tell you guys yet," I tell them rubbing my watery eyes. "okay Luke we understand, whenever you're ready come to us, we'll listen," Michael says. "Thanks guys," I say. I hear the bus door open and I try to stop the tears, "hey gu- what's wrong?" Ashton says looking at me, "um..nothing just y'know cal and mike told me a very sad story," I look at them, they look at each other weirdly though. "Oh okay well hopefully it wasn't that sad because I have something important to tell you guys!" Ashton said with a huge grin plastered on his face. "okay so today while I was hanging out with Kaitlin-" Ashton got cut off by the door opening and a girl screaming, "hey guys!!" huh? Jennifer?! what?! why the fudge is she here?! "Jenn?? what are you doing here?" Michael says getting up hugging her, "well I wanted to make things the way they were with luke," she says and looks at me, I look at the floor not even daring to look up at her. "luke?" she says, "can I talk to you?" she asks, I walk into the other room as she follows me. I climb into my bunk bed and ask, "why are you here?" "Because I wanted to make things work for us," she says sitting on the bunk across mine. "Kaitlin, why would you ever dare? you kissed my best mate, and then come here and think I'm gonna forgive you like that? no it's going to take more than just coming here and telling me you're sorry," I tell her. "well I have time..your mum told me that I have to stay here with you guys until we make up..." oh gosh mum why the fuck would you do that ugh-.- "well bad timing to be honest!" I say to her and go back to where the boys are.
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Short chapter, seemed bad tbh but hope you like it
Happy valentines day again beautifuls love you xx 💝💕 tomorrow I'll try to update because I will be in Mexico in a wedding so I'll try to update.
Jocie💕
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Don't Ever Leave Me [Lashton]
FanfictionLuke is jealous of a girl Ashton has been hanging out with, one day Ashton tells the boys something that made Luke so jealous. Luke didn't like it, at all. But does he like Ashton more than a friend? That's the question Luke asks himself everyday.
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