Don't Ever Leave Me [Lashton]

part 17

sorry i didnt update yesterday i was super busy with homework and today i have to go to a little party with my friends but i will try to write as much as i can now

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Luke's POV

im still smiling about everything yesterday, still bummed because he saw my wrists, yet im happy he loves me too. 

i, for one, thought that he was going to tell me that he didnt want to talk to me ever again, but i guess he told me that he loved me and asked me out okay im done because omg im fanboying. i turned into one since all of our fans fangirl so i fanboy now oh gosh. 

as im about to head out i get a text from ashton saying,

hey lukey<3 um can you come over i want to talk to you? 

i text back saying

um sure i guess i am about to head out, but yes i will go over to your house:-)

and with that i put my phone into my back pocket, i get another text but i know it is just ashton probably saying "alright see you in a few<3" or i dont know but yeah with that i head out of the house and start walking to ashton's house. 

Ashton's POV

well luke said that he is on his way to my house, and i just wanted to talk to him about his wrists because i mean i love him and i dont really want him hurting himself because it hurts seeing him like that. he is still my best friend of course but he is also my boyfriend to be honest but it hurts seeing him like this. 

i really want to know his past, now i do since i just saw his cuts and scars. 

ding dong

i hear the door bell ring, i head downstairs and open the door to reveal a tall blonde boy standing there. wow it feels like it was just yesterday that he was shorter than me but now this boy is taller than all of us Dx

"hey luke," i say moving aside gesturing for him to come inside. "hey ashton! how was your day?" he asks walking inside, i close the door behind me and say, "it was good actually but let's talk upstairs, my brother and sister are in the living room and i dont want them listening to our conversation," he nods and i start walk to the stairs, as i walk upstairs he follows me to my room. 

"so what did you need to talk about ashy?" ugh he called me that again omg the way he says it is so cute i love it so much. "well i was going to ask you what happened in your past?" i ask him and i see that he looks down and opens his mouth but, nothing. 

"um well...i was never planning on telling you anytime soon so i guess i have to tell you now," he says looking up at me, "well before all of this, before the tour, before the band, i was a happy kid and i wasnt having any problems but then people started finding out i was bi, they started to call me names, they said i was worthless, useless, and many other names. but then came a boy his name was jacob, he...he was the best boyfriend i have ever had but then he turned abusive, he would hit me, rape me even, he called me names. he was using me. he wanted to see me break. and i did. one day i even tried to commit because of all the things those bullies said and all the things that jacob had done to me, it was like hell. but then the band started i was happy for while with jennifer, me and her got together after me and jacob broke up, and so like she was just amazing i trusted her with all my life. but then she cheated on me. then you came along into the band and you just made my life so much better, you make me smile, laugh, you have had the biggest impact on my life ever since me and jennifer had broken up and i loved you since then. 

what luke told me just made me shed a tear because no one ever deserves to ever feel this way, what those people did to luke was just wrong, and those things that jacob kid did to luke he was just a douche for doing that because luke is as great lad he is the best friend ever he is always there to listen, he is always there to make you smile, to laugh, to have a good time. that is why i love him he is just an amazing person i dont really see why those people would ever do that to luke to be honest because that is just wrong to do that to an innocent person. 

"luke, just trust me on this, you are an amazing person who never deserved those hateful words and those horrible things that those people did because you actually had a huge impact on my life as well because before all this i was bullied, i thought i would be the person to never care of what they said. but i wasnt. so i told my mum to move me schools because i couldnt handle all the hateful things they all had said to me. but when i joined this band, my whole life changed. and now those bullies that bullied us are watching us from stages, from the internet, they are the ones who are looking at how much our lives have changed, and guess what? we dont care about what they say anymore, dont listen to what anybody says, because you are amazing and and...." i pause and smile, "and i love you..." i continue and hug luke. "just promise me one thing luke," i ask him, i let go of the hug and look into his eyes, "promise me that you will try and stop hurting yourself because you dont need to harm yourself because you are amazing, dont hurt yourself, none of the boys or the 5sosfam ever want to see you like this, ever." i say to him as i lean in, we kiss for a good 6 seconds. 

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for the rest of the day me and him just watch movies and cuddle with each other, there are kisses here and there. 

i know it has been just 2 days but i know this relationship is going to last for a long while, and i really do hope it does. 

i just love luke so much, i dont want to ever let him go. ever. 

he deserves someone who wouldnt hurt him, who wouldnt break his trust, who would protect him, who would be there for hime. and i want to be that person. and i will be that person. 

luke+ashton=lashton

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oh my gosh i literally just wrote all of this in like 15 minutes oh my god thats a short time for +1000 words soodihivuhd okay any way i will try and update during the weekend but right now i am in a rush. im going to a party. i hope you like this chapter.

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Jocie