Don't Ever Leave Me [Lashton]

Part 19

Ashton's POV

I wonder why calum and luke looked at each other. Weird.

Are they hiding something from me? I thought we discussed this. Especially Luke I mean he is my boyfriend, he should tell me what happened.

I guess I have to wait until they tell me, again.

I hate it when they hide things from me I it thought we were a band, I thought me and Luke were together and we would tell each other everything.

"Hey Ashton, are you okay?" I hear Luke ask me waving his hand in my face. "huh? oh yeah im fine," I roll my eyes as I said that sounding annoyed.

"Babe..." Luke said to me grabbing my hand, I pull away before he says anything else. I look at him and he looks down. "I'm sorry, Lukey," "it's fine.." he says to me looking away.

Calum and Michael left hoes ago because they were gonna go to the movies. so me and Luke are in my house doing absolutely nothing.

"I just- I feel like you're hiding something from me now," I said to him looking away then Sigh. I turn back to a confused yet quiet luke. "um..im not hiding anything from you," he says to me looking back down at his hands. "Luke I know you're hiding something from me. What are you hiding from me?" I tell him lifting his chin so our eyes can meet.

Tears start to build up in his eyes, "u-um," his voice cracks then says, "I...um....got someone pregnant..." he says as a year rolls down his cheek. what....did he just say that he got some girl pregnant...he cant...he didnt.

"w-what?" i say as my voice cracks. "im sorry ashton but i um i got someo-" i cut him off by me yelling, "i heard you the first time! you dont have to repeat yourself!!" i stand up and start pacing around the room. "ash, please, let's talk about this," luke says to me grabbing my hand, i let go once again and say, "how could you? why did you?" i ask him while shaking, trying not to cry though. "listen, well back at the tour when we went to the bar, i got drunk that is why i didnt go with you guys to the bus, i went home with this girl and i think we had sex..." luke says to me scringing at what he just said. 

it was 3 days before the last concert, we all went to a bar, some girl was hitting on him and i hated it. stupid me i didnt stop her, i should have though because then he wouldnt have had sex with her and maybe this wouldnt have happend, and maybe he wouldnt have gotten that girl pregnant. 

ugh now i wish that we didnt really go to the bar, luke said no but i made him go, so practically it was my fault he got that girl pregnant. "how old was she?" i ask while looking at him with watery eyes. so much crying these days oh god. 

"well she told me that she was 16...16 ash! she is 16 and I got her preganant!" he replied my question and put his head in his hands. "luke..its okay, it wasnt your fault, dont worry everything is going to be okay," i tell him removing his hands away from his face. poor lukey, i wish somehow i can turn back time so he wouldnt feel guilty to be honest, but the thing is...i cant. 

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hello well im so sorry if this is the shortest chapter ever i wouldve have done it longer but like ugh im going through writer's block again. boooooo. writers block sucks even if im not the best writer ever tbh.

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let's see if i can update tomorrow im not sure yet, but ill try to write as much as i can. 

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