Don't Ever Leave Me [Lashton]

Part 10

Luke's POV

I'm don't know what to do. Ugh.

I think I should tell Jennifer maybe this will help her prove to me that I can give her another chance.

So I'm just here thinking, laying on my bunk, listening to music. I shouldn't over think because the last time I was thinking to much I had a panic attack. Ugh. what if she thinks I'm weird. Will she tell the other boys? I just don-

"come in," I say after hearing someone knock on the door. "Hey Luke," I hear Jennifer say coming inside. I sit up and think. I seriously need to stop thinking because I'll have another panic attack. "how are you doing?" she asks me. "um I need to tell you something..." I say ugh should I or not? I should. "sure, anything!" she said smiling, she sits down next to me and looks me straight in the eyes. ugh I'm so nervous but here goes nothing....

"Um...well..how to I say this..for a while...i just- okay! um I'm bi..." I finally say, I look down so I don't have to see her reaction to that. "You're- but you- but how- what? I thought you were straight..." she said sounding disappointed. "well I'm not...I've been bi since I met this certain person.." I say to her while messing with my fingers.

"Luke?" she says. "Luke look at me," I look up with watery eyes. I'm such a whimp ugh I hate myself for that.
"Don't be ashamed, don't be embarrassed. I mean I'm a bit disappointed because I thought things were going to work out for us but I am totally fine with you being bi," she said smiling, she puts her hand on my back and moves it back and forth. "thank you for understanding. But this is the only way that I can trust you again. so please don't screw it up. don't tell anyone, please," I tell her, she nods.

Ashton's POV

Okay now I think I can tell the boys what happened the other day with Kaitlin ! without getting interrupted!

"Okay so where's Luke and Jennifer??" I ask cal and mike who are both sitting on the couch. "they're in the back room," Michael says. I look down and say, "okay well I'll tell them later, I was going to say the other day that I liked Kaitlin but I was interrupted and I was kinda scared to tell you to be honest," I said it fast so the boys couldn't hear. "What?" calum said confused. "I like Kaitlin," I told them both looking down at my hands for a few seconds then look up. Calum and Michael look at each other. Weird?

"well just to be On The safe side, don't tell Luke about this," Michael said whispering."wha- wh- but why? Does he have a problem with her?" I asked. they look at each other again, what's with these boys lookin get each other? "why do you guys keep looking at each other? what are you hiding from me? I'm know this band too!" I say almost yelling.

"Ashton calm down. just trust us. don't tell him please." calum said putting his hand on my should.

Why don't then want me telling him?

He's my best friend he has to know.

But at the same time I'm scared bc I think I love him....

Now am I bi? huh? I'm so confused.

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Hello beauties! Sorry I didn't update yesterday! I got home really late and my aunt blocked the wifi😒

Anyway hope you are having a good day today !!

Love ya xx

Jocie💕