Me Before You(Camren)

Chapter 2

"Come On Camz Please! Just Get Up!

2 years and 6 months

I've been with Ally 6 months  now. She reminds me so much of myself that sometimes its hard to bare with. I know I love Ally but is that enough? We argue every once in awhile i have not yet told her about Camila. I really wasn't ready to open up about that chapter of my life. Camila was supposed to be my end game she was supposed to be the last one for me. At least that's what she promised me. I knew she was serious when she said it that day...

~Flashback~
"Omg stop Lauren! Camila said in a fit of laughter "Lauren stop please!"

"Tell me something first Camz" Lauren stopped because what she wanted to say was serious.

"What?" Camila said trying to catch her breath.

"Tell me that through all this no matter what happens you'll be ny end game that you will be the last person for me." Lauren said looking Camila straight in the eye.

"Lauren... I promise you that I will i want the same as you. I want u to be my last honestly I do. Being able to wake up next to you is the most wonderful thing I could ever imagine being yours for for the rest of our lives is the most thing I ever dream about Lauren. So yes I promise you'll be my end game. Camila said with sincereness written all over her face.
Lauren knew nothing else needed to be said after that. She lugged forward kissing Camila with so much force that it make Camila fall backwards onto the bed.

~End of Flashback~

The was a special day for her one that Lauren could never forget she just didn't understand why all those memories is the only thing she had left of Camila. Why did she leave? Why didn't she return her calls or texts? Why did it have to end? Lauren was left with so many unanswered questions that it hurt her head even thinking about them.

"Lauren there's breakfast! Diyah yelled from downstairs. Lauren got up brushed her teeth and headed downstairs.

"Smells good Dj" Lauren  said as the smell of bacon, pancakes and sausage came threw her nose.

"So how's things with Ally? Normani said putting her cup of coffee down.

"Honestly i don't know, we've been arguing a lot lately she says so convinced I'm hiding something from her" Lauren said shaking her head

"Have you told her about Camila? Dinah said

"Well no, i mean why would I that's nun of her business honestly" Lauren said taking a bite of her pancakes.

"No offense Lo, but it kinda is you have this face when you think about Camila or anything and u space out a lot" Normani said

"Although Mani I haven't talked to Camila in 2 years and 6 months so she has nothing to worry about so no I don't." Lauren said

"Still though Lo I think you should tell her she deserves to know." Dinah said and Normani shook her head in agreement.

"Well I don't so drop it. Im not hungry anymore." Lauren said walking back upstairs

"What was that about? Normani said

"I don't know baby eat your food I'm gonna go check on her" Dinah said giving Normani a kiss on the cheek as left to go upstairs to check on Lauren. Dinah knocked on the door.

"Hey Lo, can I come in? Dinah said unsure

"Yeah go ahead" Lauren said

"Hey you okay? DJ said

"Sorry I snapped but no not really" Lauren said you could see the sadness in her eyes.

"Whats wrong? Dinah said that's  all it took for Lauren to break down in tears.

"I just miss her Dj. I thought Ally would help me get over the pain of losing her but she's not. Damn I miss Camila so much. The dreams don't help either. We we're so close we we're in love why did she leave Dj why? Lauren cried sobbing in Dinah neck tears wetting the skin of her neck not that she cared.

"I don't know Lo. I honestly don't but if your not over Camila you can't lead Ally on its gonna hurt the poor girl." Dinah said. Lauren looked up at Dinah she's right Ally didn't deserve that. Ally was a lovely person and so carefree that it would be so wrong of Lauren to keep toying with Ally's emotions.

"What do I do Dj? Lauren said wiping her tears trying to compose herself.

"Tell her the truth Lo a lot of bad things can happen from this if you don't just tell Ally how you feel your gonna hurt yourself and her in the process"Dinah said rubbing Laurens arm for comfort.

"Okay but where do I start Dj I'm not ready to open up about that part of my life again it hurts to much" Lauren said tearing up again but Dinah wiping away the tear before it could fall.

"Honestly Lauren, being truthful hurts, but its what you learn from it that makes it better. I know opening up about Camila isn't easy for you. Me either she was my bestfriend she left me too but holding in your emotions makes it worse honestly." Diyah said making it more clear to her that she wasn't the only one hurting too. Camila left them all with any word she abandoned her bestfriend and her girlfriend and Normani too without any words.

"I didn't know you felt like that Dj but your right I'm gonna go tell Ally." Lauren said getting off the bed but before she left out the room she made sure she told Dinah thanks again.

Walking back to the dorm room of Ally's helped Lauren clear her head and see that she needs to tell Ally the truth before its to late but little did she know it already was.

Lauren approached the door. But there was no need to knock Ally was already outside kissing Zayn.

Zayn was in her class with her for her afternoon class. Lauren didn't know that Ally knew him though and she also didn't know that Ally was bisexual.

"Really Ally" Lauren said Ally pulled away quickly from Zayn shocked to see Lauren there.

"Uhh Laur .. it's not what it seems i swear" Ally said. This wasn't like Ally at all she never cheated on anyone but she was tired of arguing with Lauren when she knew Lauren was hiding something so she wanted to hurt Lauren before she can hurt her

"Ally I've been standing her for five minutes it is like that but whatever bye Ally" Lauren walked away even though Ally was pleading for her to wait she still just walked she realized why she never dated anyone after Camila and Ally just reminded her why she rather be lonely then being done wrong over again by someone she truly thought understood her....

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So here's chapter two do you think Lauren will stay to herself or find someone new so she isn't lonely?
~Anansa