Me Before You(Camren)

Chapter 7

Sorry for being MIA a lot has been happening lately but I've decided to continue this story so I hope your support it so here's chapter 7...

I knew for a fact Dinah wasn't okay. I've been calling Mani with updates about Camz and she's been updating me about Dinah. Mani says she isn't doing good at all she's been zoning out and eating less. I just hope she has faith in me to get Camila better because that's what we need is faith for her to pull through.

"Hi Camz how are you feeling today? Camila still hasn't said anything I don't know if it's because she's weak or just shocked to see me. But nothing prepared me for what she said next..

"I'm so..r.ry" I heard her say and I wasn't really sure if I was just hearing things or did she really say that.

"What did you say? I looked at her still in shock because she hasn't been able to communicate with me so her saying that before anything else really surprised me.

" I said I'm so...r...ry for everything" she said again and I couldn't help but to have tears in my eyes because she was so fragile and venerable. Seeing Camz like this really hurts me because I was used to her being so happy and joyful and carefree.

"Camz stop it's okay just relax" I said running my thumb across her cheek.
I knew that this was gonna be the one thing that I couldn't let go undone. That I'd have to work myself to the point of no return to save her. But I was willing to do that I was willing to push myself harder than before. So I started with some encouragement for her.

Dialing Mani's number I knew this was what needed to be done to help Camz fight because I knew she couldn't do it all on her own and she had been since we we're teens. Her mom and dad disowned her after having Sofi they realized Camila wasn't needed so she lived with me and my family. That's how we fell in love with each other. We were best friend's before she moved in but that Changed after a while of her living with us.

"Hey Mani I have to ask you to do something for me" I said

"Okay what is it? Mani said

After explaining everything to Mani I knew that this was gonna be best for both of them and I knew it'll help Camz fight for herself and everyone who means something to her.

"Why are we here Mani you know I hate hospitals" Dinah said

"Baby shut up and come one I have to show you something.

Mani was right Dinah did look different from the last time I seen her she like pale and her smile was as vibrate as usual.

"Hey guys" I said while Mani was approaching me with Dinah's hand in hers.

"Uhh hey Laur why are we here" Dinah said in a confused tone.

"Follow me" I said walking Dinah and Normani into Camz room I really wasn't prepared for what I was about to see.

"Camila! Omg your sitting up are you okay? I said running to her side making sure she didn't hurt herself.

"Umm yes I'm fine I just needed to sit up" Camz looked up seeing Dinah and Mani both with tears in their eyes which caused her to have tears forming.

"Come here" Camz said Dinah was the first to let go and run to Camila crashing into her with a bone crushing hug which caused Camila to fall back.

"Hey D hey it's okay calm down I'm here I promise. Camila said soothing her best friend.

"It's not okay Chancho I could lose you and I already did once and I don't want to again. Dinah said crying harder than before.

"Hey Dj you're not I'm here I'm not going anywhere Lauren will make sure of that. Camila said looking at me with hopeful eyes letting me know with just a look that she had hope in me and that I'd be with to help her through it all thanking me for bringing her best friend.

Dinah nodded and she wiped her tears sitting up so her girlfriend can come say hey to the older woman.

"Hey kiddo she said hugging Camz so tight.

"Omg guys I missed you so much" Camila said they only nodded both Dinah and Normani hugging her so tight not wanting to let go because they were scared to see what would happen if they did.

Eventually they let go of Camz and they started talking and catching up with each other. They asked her questions and she answered.

" Hey guys wait I have questions too" I said Camila just stopped and looked at me and I knew she knew what I was gonna ask.

" Okay ask me then I'll answer" Camila said Lauren didn't think it would be that easy but I was.

"Why did you leave Camila we were happy and in love and I stayed with you through everything I always was there and you just left why? I said tearing up

"I had because I found out a week before the night you asked me to promise those things. I was gonna tell you but I didn't want anyone to feel bad for me because it was my fault I got it. From stress smoking all the time. You knew I love you more than anything Lauren but I knew also that I didn't wanna put you through that because I knew you wouldn't be where u are today. I mean look at at you. You're a doctor for Christ sakes and your happy and married I see. So I didn't want to stop you from persuing your dreams. Camila said and I couldn't help but to cry because I wasn't there for her like I thought I was and I wasn't about to help her like I thought I did so it was all my fault.

"This is my fault I should've been there and I should've listened and asked Camz I'm so sorry. I said sobbing on to her lap. I didn't know how I ended up getting there but I did and she ran her skinny fingers through my hair calming me down.

"Lauren this isn't your fault you held me down and you we're there and you cared more than anyone. I was selfish and I didn't want you to think you had to change your dreams because of me and I'm sorry. Camila said

"I waited for you Camz for years on end I waited for you to come back and now you did and it's not the way I wanted this to be. I had dreams for us to. I was supposed to be married to you have kids with you and start a future with you. But now I don't know what to do because your here in a hospital bed with cancer that is making you weak and I don't want this to happen to you. You don't deserve it Camz and it's not fair that God hurts all the good people. I said crying

"Hey it's okay your gonna help me and so is God he brought me back to you Lauren. Now he wants you to save my life so we can do this together Mi Amor. She kissed my forehead and I knew it was gonna get better I knew we we're gonna fight this but the only question was how long will it take....

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So here's chapter 7 I hope you like it and vote please!!