17~insecurities(other way)~

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I sat there and looked in the mirror. "Ugh, I'm so ugly." I looked away. "Why does he love me? I'm nothing special, I'm surprised he hasn't broke up with me." I sigh. "He could do so much better than me."

Fat, stupid, ugly, whore, slut, useless, mistake, need I say more?

These words, they play through my mind constantly and I can't stop it. The evil inside my mind won't die. Sure, it subsides when tyler is around but it never vanishes. Nothing can stop it... I think.

I snap out of my thoughts when I hear the door open.

Tylers home!!

I look back in the mirror and notice tear stains down my face.

Oh no, he's gonna question me...

"Babe! Where are you?"

"I-im in the room!"

"Ok, I'm coming up then!"

Shit shit shit!

The door opens before I can wipe my face off.

"Baby what's wrong?"

"I-you deserve better!" I broke down and ran into his arms. He immediately hugged me, rubbed my back and stroked my hair.

He broke the hug and looked me in the eyes. "Baby talk to me.." he whispered soothingly.

"Why me out of all the other, better girls?"

"No other girl is better than you.  Your my girlfriend for a reason.  Your beautiful, smart, and all I could ever want in a girl. I love you." He smiled softly and kissed me.

We kissed for a couple seconds and he broke it, putting his forehead on mine.

"I love you too" I smiled.

Agghhhh

Buh-bye

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