In love with my bestfriend

Chapter 35

Flashback:

Princess's POV:
Throwing another box of tissues in the trash, I pulled another one out from out my drawer. I passed the mirror, and looked at my face. My eyes were red, and puffy. I haven't eaten in days, I only showered because my mom forced me too. She was taken this way better than I was.

My door opened, but I couldn't see who it was. The person walked over to the shades, and opened them, revealing Jayceon. I walked back to my bed, and covered my face with a pillow. He got in the bed with me, wrapping his arms around me while I cried silently in his shirt.

I cried myself to sleep, and woke up seeing Jayceon staring at me. He got up, then snatched the covers off of me before picking me up taking me to the bathroom. I saw water in the tub with bubbles so when he closed the door behind me I just sat there for a hour, then washed.

After getting dressed in some gray sweats, I got back in my bed. 
"No, get up we're going somewhere " he said.

I put on my uggs, and walked downstairs to his car, making sure I put on my sunglasses.

The ride was silent, no music. We stopped at the destination, and a tear rolled down my face . We got out, and walked toward my dads grave.

"Hey dad .. I miss you .... I'm a mess right now. I know you're gone, and not coming back so there's no reason to say I wish you can come back . Although I would like to say I wish it wasn't your time. I know you want me to be strong ... it's hard when you lose the person who was always there for you.  I can't act like this forever, and I don't think it will feel right visiting for right now anymore. I love you, and I know you watching over me. "  I said

I got up and linked arms with Jayceon .
"Thank you" he nodded. "Promise me you will never leave me". I said looking in his eyes.
"I promise baby girl. "

Flashback Over

Present:

Playing with my nails my hands we're shaking uncontrollably. I watched as Ms. Tasha was talking to doctor.

"He promised ... he promised " is all I kept repeating in my head.

She stormed back over with a mad face .
"What did they say" Casey said quickly.

"They don't know anything yet ... they're trying their best." She said then sighed.

Crystal rubbed my back but I got up going to the chapel in the hospital. I lit a candle, and went over to the alter, leaning down were my knees were on the floor.

"God I know I don't talk to you as much as I should ... and I'm definitely gonna change that. I just didn't know how to talk to someone who took my dad away from me. Please don't take Jayceon away from me he's all I got. I'm not happy if he isn't here ,if he goes I go, and that's a promise. Please just ... don't take him. Dad help him. "I cried out, and walked out.

I walked out the chapel, and turned hearing a doctor saying Jayceon's name. Everyone was by the doctor, and I joined.

" So there's bad, and good news what news do you want to hear first ?" The doctor asked frowning a little.

" Good," his mom answered.

" Okay.. We were able to remove all four of the bullets. He was hit in his leg, twice in his shoulder, and most importantly the back of his head. " We all gasped not knowing there  were that many fires shot. It all happened so fast.

"Okay and what's the bad news ?" Lucas and Anthony said at the same time, all of us looked terrible.

"Jayceon is in a coma. We can't tell if he will wake up. If he does it might take days, weeks, or even months. It all depends on him," the doctor said as Casey screamed crying.

" You are free to see him, one at a time " she said leaving.
Casey, and Ms.Tasha went in together since she's a minor. When they came out my mom went in, then Tarell , Lucas, Kayla, Crystal, Anthony, then it was my turn.

I walked in his room, and seen him connected to a bunch of machines. It was killing me to see him like that. I walked over, and grabbed his hand.

"..... Jay I need you. I need you to wake up, and protect me. I need you to yell at me when I do something stupid. I need you to hug me when I'm sad. To laugh at my corny jokes. I need you to be the chill, scary guy smoking a blunt. I need you to be my best friend. I need you because I'm in love with you. I need you because you're mine and I'm yours. I need you because I'm nothing without you, and I will probably do something if you leave me. Please don't leave me  You promised ..." I said. Tears rolled down my face.

I pecked his lips, and walked out.