Chapter 72

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Lucas POV:

"Why don't you tell her how you feel right now. Let her see your progress." Our therapist Dr. Havana said looking at me.

Turning over to Kayla I shook my head, I hurt this girl so much. I could see it in her eyes she was disappointed in me. I loved her so much, I just slipped up.

"I love you so much Kayla. I don't know what happened man. I was chillin' with Anthony, and I should have known- I-I should have known some shit would have happened just by the way he was acting different. He invited some girls in our section, while we were drinking numerous drinks, there was this girl looking at me but I didn't think anything of it. I should have- so when I went in the bathroom and she went in the stall with me-"

Looking at her she tensed up. I never told her what actually happened that night. She never asked, maybe she didn't care enough because at the end of the day the only thing she should constantly think of was I hurt her.

"Continue please." The therapist sternly said before interrupting me. Mugging her she looked back down quickly.

"I should have told you when I realized what happened the next morning

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"I should have told you when I realized what happened the next morning. But I didn't want to lose you. I love you so much, I never wanted to hurt you. I miss you so much, I miss waking up to you. I know you need time from me. I completely understand that, but I just hope in the end you give me a second chance even though I might not deserve it."

"Kayla it's your turn." Turning away from her I watched from the side of my eye as she wiped a tear off her face.

"um, jeez this is hard." She said grabbing a tissue from the Dr. slightly trying to laugh away the awkwardness.

"I know you were drunk, and I want to forgive you so bad. You should have told me Lucas, I shouldn't have had to be embarrassed, and I shouldn't have had to find out that way. I will always love you, but it's just hard. I was already insecure that I wasn't good enough, now I really feel that way."

"Baby you are more than enough. I just- i coul-"

"Stop. I forgive you, but I can't forget. We gon' just keep working on it. Let's push this to the side, I can't think about anyone else with you."

"You guys have grew so much, from Kayla cutting you off and not wanting to hear it, to apologizing. To Lucas opening up, when he didn't want to talk about it. I see you guys are trying, and I believe in you. I suggest spending a few time outside my office. " Nodding our head the secession was over. We would see her another time, next week.

Walking out in front of me was Kayla's short self swaying her hips as she got her air pods out. "I got them horses in the back." She sung lowly making me smile as she started doing a little dance.

"I miss you man," I stated as she looked back at me. "Come here Lucas."

Walking over to her I put my hands in my pocket with my head low. I felt like a little boy when his mom was mad at him. Imagine that, a hood nigga really sad about breaking his wife heart.

Holding my shoulders down, I bent down hovering over her as she connected our lips. Nibbling on her bottom lip, before our lips smacked together again she pulled away.

"We got this. Okay?"

"Yea Kayla, we got it baby."

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Anthony's POV:

"Babe can you rub on my feet please," Olivia begged sitting down on the couch putting her legs on top of me.

Looking down at her toes that were well moisturized, but had the polish on the toes chipped.

"Nah, not right now," I said going back to playing 2k.

"You worried about a game, you can pause but won't rub my feet when I'm carrying your baby."

Sucking my teeth I shook my head. "Man, ion' even know if that's my baby." I said speaking the truth, as I was immediately mushed in the head.

"How you don't know this ya' baby?" She began screaming at me as I sounded it out.

My mom had told me repeatedly I was stupid for this whole situation, and I knew she was right. She told me if I knew she was a hoe, why would I trust that this was my baby. I needed a DNA test.

I liked or loved her in the beginning but now everything seemed like a mess. I missed Crystal. I knew that, and I wondered if she missed me too.

She has that nigga so most likely not.

"How could you say something like that to me! I am so hurt," she screamed covering her tear free face like she was crying.

"Man you know you got a place in my heart, but this shit don't feel right. This not how I'm suppose to feel."

I was suppose to be happy I was about to have a child, maybe this is not who I wanted it with.

Stopping her little crying secession she got up.

"I've only been with you for the past few months, I didn't think you thought that low of me," she said before starting to walk off.

Sighing I grabbed her hand pulling her in front of my legs, as I dropped the controller. "I'm sorry."

"Yea you should be."

Lightly pecking her stomach she moaned a little making me mentally chuckle.

I knew I didn't want to hurt someone else more than I already did. If she was going to have my baby, then that's what it was. I would take care of the child, but I was for sure getting a DNA test done when the baby came whether she liked it or not.

"I'm sorry."

"Are you really?"

"Mhm," I said looking up at her moving her from me a little.

"Okay good. Take me to go shopping as a real apology, and if you ever ask me that again there's gon' be problems. Understood?"

Shaking my head I felt a headache coming. "Understood."

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