"Babe I got all ten pins down!" I watched as Olivia jumped up a little, as Anthony laughed at her. Biting into my chicken finger, I stared at them as he gave her a hug kissing her forehead.
I wondered if he was really happy.
He never smiled as wide as he did when he was with me. He didn't suck on her bottom lip when he kissed her like he did with me while looking in her eyes.
I hated it, but apart of me wondered where we would be right now if he didn't fuck up.
"It hurt don't it?" Bianca asked sitting next to me grabbing one of the french fries off the big platter next to the chicken fingers.
"Does what hurt?"
"Come on Crystal. I know we don't talk like that, but I seen you staring at him the whole night." Looking down I didn't know it was so noticeable. Everyone was enjoying their time, but I was sitting down thinking. I haven't even played a game yet.
"Yea, it does. I just--" I started shaking my head. " I just never spent one of his birthday's not together. "
"I understand, you don't need to feel like you should be over him by now. Everyone has their moments when they have a what if moment. I'm sure he still thinks about you to." Slightly smiling I bumped her shoulder, as she laughed.
"Thank you Bianca, I really appreciate it."
"No problem." She said as I watched her eat, and make eye contact with Karin, while putting the middle finger up.
Laughing I furrowed my eyebrows." What ya'll got going on?"
"Fuck that bitch."
"Oop-" I said nodding my head. No explanation needed. If she didn't like her, then she didn't like her. It was as simple as that. I barely liked her, I thought she was shady from time to time. I didn't fuck with that.
"Listen. Some shit about to go down, I don't know what but please don't think for a second I'm a bad person, especially to ya'll." Scrunching up my face, I moved my face to the side as she got up leaving me confused.
The fuck that mean.
"Why you not playing?" Anthony asked sitting next to me, taking the seat Bianca was just occupying.
"Not in the playing mood. I just came to show you love-- and give you your gift. Here." Pulling the white box out from my pocket, I began getting nervous for his reaction.
"What's this?" He asked looking at the box smirking.
"Open it." Obeying, he took the little bow off the box, and opened it immediately smiling. "This is nice, iced me the fuck o—Wow you remembered." He said opening it up, pulling the necklace out actually seeing the meaning behind it.
Last year I went to his parents before he put them in a home due to both of them having alzheimers. He hadn't told anyone but I knew it was hard for him. The last time he saw them they had told him not to come back, and see them since they didn't want him to see them like that.
He agreed saying it would be to hard for him, before they completely forgot him. I had put the last picture they took in the locket.
"Thank you Crystal, I really appreciate this. You don't even know man, and the fact that you remembered--" Stopping he leaned down, and held his hands shaking his legs. I knew he was tearing up.
"Why did I do this to you man," He repeatedly whispered, as I felt my heart drop. Not knowing what to do I saw Olivia talking to Lucas. I wanted to just hold him like I use to when he would get sad like this, and I knew he needed someone.
Hesitantly grabbing his hand, he looked taken back before squeezing it occasionally as I bent down putting my head in his neck. "Listen we can't do this here. Please don't make me cry here."
"I love you man. I'm so sorry baby."
"Anthony I lo-"
"Babe come look," Olivia yelled from the other side of the alley, as I took my hand away. "Go to your girl."
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Jayceon's POV:
"I'll be back I gotta' go to the bathroom mama, move your leg." I tapped Princess as she moved her leg, with her hand on her head. She was feeling nauseous, and stopped playing a while ago.
Other people were here now, some I recognized from the trap some I seen around the hood. "If you don't feel better in a couple minutes, you wanna go home?"
"mhm," she said nodding her head, as I told her I would go to the bathroom, and hurry'd up. Dapping people up on the way someone exited the bathroom, as I entered. Stopping in front of the second urinal, I unzipped my pants and began releasing my fluid.
"Jayyyy-" I seen Karin come in dragging my name out making me jump quickly shaking my dick as I put it back in my boxers.
"Karin what the hell are you doing?"
"I just wanted to talk to you privately." She said locking the door, as I folded my arms. "You couldn't talk to me out there, and pull me to the side?"
"No daddy."
"Daddy?" I said furrowing my eyebrows. "Nah let me get out of here." I said heading to the door, as she pushed me back into the wall.
"Karin, I'm not playing with you. I will hurt you, move out of my way."
"Please Jay."
"Move bitch, damn."
"Bitch? Jay all I ever did was ride for you. I made a mistake but so did Princess and here you are with her, and with her impregnated. That's suppose to be my baby!" She screamed in my face as I looked at her with wide eyes.
"Listen man you're bugging. I don't know what's going on with you, but I thought we was cool. Friends"
"I want to be more. You forgot about me, you left me. You never thought about me,"she screamed pushing me into the wall unzipping my pants while trying to kiss on my neck.
"Whew." I ducked zipping my pants back up again.
She was really off of it and I didn't understand her sudden change of feelings."Okay that's it Jay. It's either me or her,"she said rolling her neck and eyes.
Sucking my teeth I laughed not seeing the point of this. "I don't have to choose because it is what it is, and what it will always be. Princess."Staring at me she looked shocked like she didn't expect that answer.
"You don't mean that."
Shaking my head she wasn't getting it through her head and I wasn't about to help her."Man move, ion' got time for this." I stated mushing her head as she flew the other direction.
"Jayceon, if you leave this bathroom you'll regret it and I mean that. I don't want to hurt you but I will to get what I want."
"Are you threatening me?" I asked turning back as she looked furious. If she was a white woman she would be full on tomato red with the way she was breathing hard.
Not answering I shook my head unlocking the door. "Man whatever."
Heading out the door, she followed as we were back in the public eyes.
Looking to Princess's direction to make sure no one was looking we were fine. Checking to my left I seen Tarell, and Lucas looking at me shaking their head.Shit.
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In love with my bestfriend
FanfictionPrincess, and Jayceon have been best friends since they were young. What happens when they act on the feelings they begin to develop? Read and find out!