Thoughts Of My Silent Mind

The Girl

  I've known her for a good while now. Been okay friends for awhile,I guess. And I couldn't help but fall for her. She is a great person.. but I'm scared. Scared I'm not enough. Scared that I'll be left and hurt again. I don't want that to happen.. I want her happy,and if at sometime her happiness,isn't with me,I will let her go with all strings cut. It will kill me,but I shall live. She is adorable. Her laugh,makes me laugh. Her smile,makes me smile. We haven't been together long.. but it's been good so far. Maybe I won't screw things up this time.. because I've screwed so many up. Even one,I look as a great friend,and have all respect for.. God how that killed me and still does. The Girl,though.. I have feelings for. But I can't help but feel like I don't belong. No,she doesn't know. And I'm scared to tell her.. I don't know what to do. I'm lost. I feel like I'm stuck in this darkness.. But there is always some faint light. But I can never seem to actually reach it. It's just there,tormenting me. Laughing at me. I am lost,and trapped in my own deadly mind..