Thoughts Of My Silent Mind

My Brother And My BestFriend

I love my brother. I do. And seeing him hurt,or crying,kills me. I walked in his room,after knocking on the door (of course!). I saw him crying. My own big brother. The one I always knew to never shed a tear. Crying. God how it hurt. I couldn't take it,I gave him what I needed to,and took a step back,shutting the door. Just standing there. Hurt and shocked.. I put my hand that wasn't still holding the door knob,on the door. I closed my eyes,and debated weather to open it or not. Knowing I would just end up crying,I swallowed everything,and walked away. I couldn't. I just couldn't. I've been through a lot today. And I just couldn't. Today has been 5 years since a great guy died.. He was like a uncle to me. His daughters,became like sisters. But the day he died.. was the day I lost not only him,but my best friend. That hurt like hell. We saw each other only a few times. Till she fanily came back. Yet,she had another one of my friends she had become close too.. I felt forgotten and replaced. But,after awhile,we got close again. And now,we're closer then ever. I wouldn't change a thing. I love her to death. We're too much alike,it annoys me,but I love it. She knows me like no other,and that annoys me,but I love it. I know her just the same,and it annoys her,but she loves it. I just don't know if I could really keep going without her. She is just amazing. She might read this and realize who I am. But then again,she might already know just by my username. Either way,I love ya!!!!🖤🖤

Love ya Huns