Thoughts Of My Silent Mind

Missing

The light that once shown in the girls eyes,left missing. The smile that could light up anyone's world,missing. The laugh that everyone loved,you guessed it.. Gone missing. The girl grew up. Matured. And came face to face with the world. Not the one that she once believed to be true,but the real world. This world she seemed to hate most.. Because she knew it killed her once lively spirt. Oh how she misses it. How she misses not faking the smiles,not faking to be okay,and not pretending she wasn't cracked,only cracking more and more,eventually shattering. She wonders why she still walks this cruel world. She wonders what she is even here for. She has come to believe she is nothing,only wasting space that could be used by another being,one that truly matters. And as she thinks of all the negative things.. She fails to see the good. She fails to take chances to make good memories. To her,the good is missing. Just like herself. Just like the light in her eyes,and her true smile. She might find these things again,but until then,they remain missing.