Thoughts Of My Silent Mind

Baby

Baby wanted a update about her. So here goes!
   We met in 7th grade.. And I never expected to fall this much for her. When I met her,I thought she was just another optimistic,giggly girl. At the time,I wasn't looking to fall for anyone. But I got to know her. I was always with her. And fell for her without realizing it. We finally got together, it then things didn't go as planned. And that's fine. Because here we are today. And no one makes me happier. I miss her,even when she leaves for just a second. I honestly don't think she knows how much I care. I cared even when we weren't together,and I was going through hell trynna get over her. I acted like it was all okay,but I was breaking. I wanted her to be mine again. I would die before I saw her hurt. Before I saw her breaking. I would build her back up,taking pieces of myself away just to fix her. I would die just to save her. She has honestly become everything to me. Her smile makes my heart skip a beat,her being around makes my stomach just twist in knots,her laugh makes me happy. Her effect on me is unreal,and that itself frightens me. But it also sends an adrenaline rush through me. Even when she moves,she won't move from my mind. And she won't move from my love. And I'll always be here,for her. Waiting for her. I just love her. That day I met her in 7th grade,I'm grateful for.